Love me for who iam

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Zal P.O.V

"Bitch you fucking yo stepbrother ? What kind of sick shit y'all on "

"I don't gaf if you mad or not don't call me out my fucking name Quan you don't even know wtf happen " I yelled

Before I knew it he was chocking me against his window ...I thought Quan was really about to kill me I know how his anger could get but only if this mf would hear me . I wasent about to just let him hurt me so I started clawing at his arms as hard as I could . I WANTED TO FEEL BLOOD ! This is his first time ever putting his hands on me & I don't like it ..soon as I felt like I was almost out of air he let go

"If you would fucking listen I would of told you what happen but fuck yo stupid ass I fucking hate you " I said as I got out his car & started walking off he didn't even come after me he just pulled I didn't know where I was finna go but I was going somewhere & I damn sure was not going home ! Huff wtf I left my phone in Quan car too I have no one too call meanwhile it's cold as fuck outside a bitch finna fucking die I was walking around for about a hour until I saw this man on his phone I desperately wanted to use . I waited till he was off his phone to ask him to use it he was generous enough to let me call my friend Krissy.

"Hello "

"Mhmmm right there hello "

"Ewww girl you getting some loving from Eddie nasty ass " I said laughing

"Something like that , uh fuckkkk "

"Girl I was gone ask to come to yo house but I see your busy "

"Yeah that's not a good idea call you later bye "

"Bye "

I hung up and gave the phone back to the man shaking my head at my friend nasty butt and thanked him for letting me use his phone .

"Aye ma come here right quick "

I walked back over to him wondering why he didn't talk to me while I was just there

"What's yo name "

"Zal "

"My name tee I know you might not know me but I be seeing you around this way a lot call me sometimes or let me take yo number , yea ? "

I put my hand out in a motion that was telling him to put his phone in my hand so I could save my number in his phone afterwards we said our goodbyes and I went back walking deciding to go home because my toes was frozen

Quan P.O.V

I remember when my mama first died couldn't nobody make me happy I would stuck I was lost I was out here doing so much shit to cope with the hurt of losing my mother man that was my bestfriend...I lost touch of the real world until I met Zal

It was summertime in I was at the park with my niggas rolling up some fat ass blunts we high ash & shit chilling all of the sudden a group of girls came to the park loud ass ghetto females at that I hate bitches like that they think that's cute but it really irritates me but then I saw this lightskin girl with them I couldn't help staring i know I had to talk to her

"Aye "

All the girls started turning around but the one I really was trying to talk to oueee I feel it already she ain't friendly I need her on my team PEROID

"Nah not y'all her " I pointed towards the lightskin girl

She turned around looking confused but not with a nasty attitude she had a very innocent face on her that I loved

"she aint finna fuck you the bitch young & scary you better off Fucking with one of us "

"Shut tf up krissy damn you do this everytime let me talk for myself " the lightskin girl said

I went up to her in started a conversation with her she was very wise for her  to be so young but I didn't care I wanted her in every way possible she reminds me of my mother in I would do anything to have that woman back

"Quan Earth to Quan " krissy said

"Wussup "

"Nah you was zoned out & shit what's on yo mind "

"Nothing but look we can't keep doing this I go with yo friend I don't want to hurt Zal "

"Fuck Zal you came over here because you said Zal cheated on you what's the problem ? , she just gave us a valid reason to be together " krissy said in a matter on fact tone

"First of all mf I Love Zal I don't love you there will never be a us so get that tf out yo head this between us you think we got going on is done bye " I said as I slipped on my mikes in left out the door

I feel like Zal was not telling me everything I know she would never willing cheat on me that's not like her I know that girl like the back of my hand I just was not in my right mind when I chocked her my mama taught me to never put my hands on a woman & I did I need to get my shit together ! I need to say sorry to my baby

Soon as I hopped in the car I saw Zal phone on the floor by the floormat on the passenger side while I take her this phone maybe she'll let me talk to her so we can get shit figured out I love her man