Love me for who iam

3.

Zal P.O.V

When I finally got to my house it was around 8 pm lucky for me my window was unlocked so I climbed through there so I didn't have to deal with kaine nasty ass I swear I hate him . Once I got in my room I turned on my heater in sit on my bed thinking about everything that took place today . I got bored in started looking for my phone then I remembered I dropped that bitch in Quan car . Fuck I guess I'll just go to sleep

"Zal Quan outside you want me to invite him in or tell him you sleep ? "

I didn't want him to come in but I remembered he had my phone so I quickly shook my head yes but I did not feel like fighting with him about the whole kaine incident but it's whatever he if don't believe me fuck it . Not even two minutes later Quan came in looking like he had to tell me something we was just staring at eachother for the longest before I spoke first because the shit was awkward 

"Wussup "

"Mhmm do you wanna explain to me what tf happen "

"First off quick cussing at me in yes I will explain"

I came in from school that day because you was late picking me up & I had a feeling you was cheating so I was just mad period so I slammed my door but I didn't know kaine was looking at my body gestures to know that I was mad

"Before I tell the story please don't get mad at me " I said

"I'm not just keep going damn "

"Ok "

"You straight " kaine said

"Nah man I'm tried of Quan shit he stay coming to pick me up late today he didn't show up at all " I said shaking my head

"You deserve better than him "

"Thank you for being caring but I rather for me to deal with them alone every couple have there hard times "

"Well I know something that aha cheer you up " kaine said as he pulled out some weed & henny out this bag I never noticed he had in his hand

He cracked the the bottle in i started drinking from that mf by myself he didn't even touch it then he started rolling up woods fat as my ring finger I knew I was bout to be cross faded I didn't care tho because I knew Quan was out there cheating I just wanted to feel good , I was so high I couldn't even move my body I thought I was laced . I started feeling a hand go down my pants but I couldn't move because I was fucked Up honestly i thought it was Quan ....I never did anything with nobody else but then I felt something go inside of me that didn't feel familiar when I opened my eyes it was kaine my 24 year old step brother ! I couldn't even do nothing because I was so fucked up I felt  like my life had ended at that point I didn't understand why he would that

"Quan I wanted to tell you but I felt so disgusted I honestly felt he put something my my drink I've been cross faded before but I also was aware of my surroundings I'm sorry " I said with tears in my eyes as I looked at him to see his face expression

"Well since we telling secrets in this bitch I got a confession to make " he said

My heart slowed down I felt like my whole world crashed has he been cheating on me ? I thought to myself as I got madder everytime I pictured in my head him fucking other bitches

"I fucked krissy not once but a couple times during our relationship I'm telling you the truth because I love you in I hope we can get pass this " he said not looking me in my eye

"That's real fucked up out all people you decided to fuck my friend well a person I thought was my friend you know what I don't want to disrespect my mother get the fuck out now " I said with tears rolling down my checks

"You don't be mad for long I love you remember that I didn't mean to hurt you but you gotta understand I'm not the only one in the wrong you cheated too " he said as he gave me a kiss on the cheek in slipped my phone in my back pocket

"It was a fucking mistake Quan I didn't mean too I would never cheat I love you too much too I had no control he basically raped me " I said

Quan looked at me shaking his head then walked out my room I can not believe him how could him in krissy do his to me & for Krissy I'm beating her ass I'm tried of her anyway mfs finna feel my wrath in I mean that shit as I sat down I felt my phone vibrate I took it out my back pocket I saw a text message that said

810-357-3689 - "Hey this tee " I smiled at the text but didn't text back I got bigger fish to fry right now I need to focus on myself .