Love me for who iam

5.

Zal P.O.V

The shit is crazy how niggas can play with yo mindset thinking its one thinking its one when its another , thinking you the only one when you not even the 1st...i gave quan my virginity i gave that boy my all my heart is hurting so fucking bad right now not because of what krissy & quan did its the fact that i trusted them . I trusted quan with my heart and i trusted her with my secrets but that shit dead im not putting shit past nobody anymore everybody suspect

"You straight" ? tee said  
"Yeah im g " i said feeling myseld finna have a breakdown
"Yeah that nigga quan a dog anybody could of told you that "
"How would you know that you dont even know him "
"You cappin on foe nem i know that nigga he moved from the chi when he was around 15 & i was 13 we had beef & shit "

"Why was yall beefin ? & i meet him around when he was 15 so its sounds believable "

"We was beefin over some bitch he was fucking with whole time shit was funny because we use to be cool but he tried to check me over a piece of pussy & that showed me how he was cut so im like fuck it "

"Yeah that was petty"

I was expecting tee to say something back to me but he didn't we just sat there in silence but it wasn't no awkward silence it was comfortable i like his vibe i really do i just don't want to jump into shit with nobody right now i got way to much on my plate i dont want to drag this boy in with my bullshit but i love his company he make me feel whole and i just met him this is crazy.

"Hey tee i had fun but i shoulf be getting home my mama probably wondering where im at " i said

"Ight fasho give me yo addy so i can put it in my gps "

I gave him my address he put it in his phone and we were on our way to my house the whole ride there we was just laughing , joking , flirting , and shit even though i know he like me i should keep him as a friend i was brung out my thoughts when the car stopped in i noticed i was home

"Wait out here lemme give you the money back for the food and gas " i said

"You good shawty "

"You sure " i said looking confused

"Im positive just give me a hug before you leave thats all i want "

As he walker over to my car door he gave me a hug not no regular ass hug like i miss you type hug i was into it too thats what got me feeling strange like do i like him ? Nah i cant i barely know this mf . I pulled away as i seen some lights coming down the street

"Bye babes " he said as he got to the car

"Boy bye " i said waving as i was walking towards the house now i gotta deal with kaine bullshit ughhh

Tee P.O.V

I can't believe this is this Nîgga Quan girlfriend I'm not even the type of Nîgga to be in bullshit I just feel like I can go to war for this one . I know I'm tripping I just meet this girl this a new city I shouldn't be moving this fast plus I just got out of a relationship not even a year ago but I like her
I thought as I walked to the shower

17 minutes later

As I get out the shower I hear a ding on my phone as I checked it , it says that @quannfive just dm me soon as I open the message it says

"Zal my bitch this ain't nothing like that last girl me and you had words about I'll step about her "

All I could do is shake my head this Nîgga still want smoke over these hoes I thought he would of grew out of that by now in plus he way older than that girl he is just going to ruin her life I don't know how I should feel about this because I just moved to this city I don't got no body I fuck with it's just me and my mama . I'm not scared of no Nîgga but I'll be damned if I get me or my mama hurt because of some beef over a girl but zal different well I feel she's different I don't know what to do

Quan P.O.V

I just pulled up to zal house in her driveway smoking and drinking this bitch got me fucked up fr this bitch gone cheat on me then be with another Nîgga after the day I found out this bitch must be crazy . I feel guilty to tho because me and Krissy been messing around I was actually glad I found out what happen with her and kaine so I could finally get this shit off my chest . I know I was dead ass wrong for what I did but I'll never let her know I feel like that .
"Let me see what she got to say about her being with this Nîgga tee" I said as I opened the car door to go into zal house

I walked up to her door and knocked this Nîgga kaine came to the door like damn when this old ass Nîgga gone get her own house I can't wait to zal turn 18 so she can come move with me cause this shit ain't in

"Let me in bro " I said with irritation in my voice

"Nîgga I ain't yo bro remember you said you'll beat my ass " Quan said laughing

"Man I came here to see zal this is not yo house where is miss nae at "  I said

"Right here come on in Quan kaine stop giving my son a hard time " miss nae laughed as I walked in

"Hey miss nae how you doing where zal at " I said

"In her room "

I thanked miss nae as I walked to zal room to see what she was on I opened the door I hear her talking to somebody

"What you like to do with your spare time " some Nîgga otp said

"Well I like to go swimming , rap , and eat ice cream " she said laughing

"Awww we got to go to the stu I be rapping 2 you cold with it " he said

"We out I'll let u hear for yourself we can get on a song together " she said

Alright now she going to far I was gone sit her and try to catch her in the act doing some shit but I'm bout to cut this shirt short real quick.

"Aye zal who tf you on the phone with "

She jumped up with her hand over her chest and yelled
"Wtf you doing here I don't want to talk to you "