Marriage By Force

Umm... Hi

Well I guess it's my turn huh? Well umm... hi my name is Isabel I'm 15 years old, I'm a fat shit, I wear glasses, and I have acne but to school I usually wear make up so people won't laugh at me that much. My life isn't pink and rainbows, my mother died when I was very young and my dad re-married to my stepmom, but my father unfortunately died because of cancer. So it was me and my step mom; to be honest I hate her, she treats me like a servant or a piece of complete shit. She calls me "fat rat" and "ugly scum" and Oh my personal favorite "captain fat pants". At school I always get called names I don't usually like to hear like "slutty slug" "fat ass" "4 eyes", it really hurts to be honest cause I have no friends to stick up for me and my step mom won't even listen to me cause she is always talking to her boyfriends. I'm alone on this one; I never had a boyfriend in my life or a friend who loves me cause no one does. I don't even know what love feels like. Well that's basically me just a regular old teenager right?

Alarm clock
Me:"Ugh"
I got out of bed and snoozed my alarm clock, I went to the shower and started to prepare for school. I wore👇

And put on my glasses. I went downstairs to make my stepmom and me breakfast. I served on the plates and I started eating, later my step mom came out of her room with her robe on. She took a look at what I made and she stared at it like it was a piece of shit on her plate.
Me:"What's wrong?"
Step mom:"Is this organic?"
Me:"No it's pancakes"
Step mom:"This is why you are captain fat pants; if you only were fit and pretty I would love you."
I rolled my eyes and she went to her room.

After eating I got my backpack and headed to school, of course I had to take the bus, which I hate. Why do I hate it? Cause my bully Marcus Dobre and his stupid gang were there 🙄.

I walked in the bus and I got a paper thrown at.

Me:"Ja Ja very funny." I said sarcastically.
I was always looking for that one seat where nobody was there but there weren't any, just my fucking luck, I had to sit next to "popularity". The girls were there laughing at my face, with the stupid jocks 🙄 #kill me. I was reading a book when suddenly the pages got wet.

Lucas:"Oh damm were you reading that?"
Me:"No I was just starring at the letters."
He laughed and walked back to his posey. I mean he is kinda cute but he treats me like complete ass just like his twin brother who was making out with the biggest slut in the school. Ugh love it's so disgusting makes me wanna 🤢.

Marcus:"So baby wanna come to my house tonight my parents won't be there."

Amanda:"Mm I'll se what I can do."

I coughed.

Amanda:"What did you say slutty slug?"

They laughed.

Me:"Nothing I just coughed."

Amanda:"Whatever"

We finally got to the school, and casually I was waiting for everyone to get out so I could be the last one out. I started to walk to my locker when I started to find pictures of me that said "looser" on it. I took the paper and went to my locker; I crunches the paper and threw it to the side. I began to cry again just like any regular morning, but cleaned it with some Kleenex tissues.

The bell rang and I rushed to class; of course the day went by as usual, and while I was in the bus listening to music, Marcus and his posey had to sit right next, behind, and front of me.
#Fml
Marcus:"Hey fat ass"
Me:"Yeah"
Marcus:"I'm thinking about buying you a jersey for the team"
Me:"Yeah right."
Marcus:"No I'm serious."
Me:"Ok?"
Marcus:"I just need to know how many Xs are in front of your L"
His crew laughed and I got red as a tomato.

Lucas:"Awe she looks like a tomato."

They all laughed at me, I shed a little tear and they went to the back of the bus.

Finally I got home; I went up to my room and started to write on my diary.

Dear Diary:

Well another stupid day at stupid school you know. I have already told you the story a million times, but no matter what you aren't a person to comfort me but a great source of letting my feelings out. I feel like I can tell you anything about my day, with no regrets. Well here was my day
I woke up hoping that everything will be ok but of course it wasn't as I expected so I cried in my locker once again and let the people who are ruining my life... well... ruin my life. I wish I had a friend to help me but of course that will never happen cause no one cares.
Anyways I'm just gonna take a bath, relax and hope for the best tomorrow which is kinda pointless since It will never get better till I graduate.

I closed my diary and put it in my hiding place cause honestly I don't want anyone to know I have a diary cause then that would ruin my entire life.

So I got in my bath tub, a knife as usual and started to cut myself till I felt like my mental pain was gone. The tup was red so I drained it and took a natural bath with soap; I got out and put a towel around me. I changed to some comfy clothes and started to do my homework.

Me:"Ok so 1+4 square root divided by..."

I heard my step mom moaning.

Me:"Well one of her boyfriends might be here."

I continued with my homework and when I finally finished I put on my pjs and headed to sleep hoping that tomorrow will be a better day.

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