Marriage By Force

Am I in love?

Dear Diary:

Ok this past few days have been really weird, in the sense that Marcus has kinda grown on me. He is actually being nice to me, prepares breakfast, helps me clean up, basically he just offers himself to do all of this different things. But every time I think he is a nice guy, I go back to high school; the worst days of my life. He treated me like shit, that's why I'm doubting these feelings so much; you know my dad used to always tell me something that always kept my mind straight "Take care of your heart cause there is none other like yours" and that's how I'm thinking right now. If I do have feelings for him, I need to be really careful, cause once a playboy always a playboy. If I don't then I'm just gonna get married for nothing; God knows what he is doing, everything happens for a reason and maybe this can teach me something but I don't know what it is.

One thing:

I hope I don't end up suffering cause of him.

Anyways this is my day hopefully everything ends up well.

Marcus:"Hey Isabel wanna go get something to eat and watch a movie?"

Me:"Um yeah sure."

Marcus:"Yey, get dressed please... I mean you can do it whenever you want cause I can't force you to do anything."

Me:"Hey it's ok, I'll go get dressed."

I went and gave him a pat in the back, I'm just ridiculous 🤦🏻‍♀️. Whatever I went and took my shower, after I got out and wore

So in my room I have like this little make up station, where also my clothes are. It's like a huge closet take a look

There I did my make up, really simple not that much