Marriage By Force

Mansion time

Moving day #just peachy 🙄

Dear Diary:

This is honestly the worst day of my life. I'm gonna move in with the person who tortured my life completely, yeah we are also getting married lucky me🙄. I already packed my bags, all I had to do was just gather my stuff, which are my clothes and personal hygiene stuff.

I don't give a crap about Marcus, and maybe I am being a little dramatic but come on he made my entire life a living hell. Everyday went by and none were happy, he has changed but it will never change what happened in the past.

And I have to confess something, I started to cut myself again. Look I'm sorry but I just wanted a life of my own and now I am marrying my bully cause "we can be a good influence on each other." My ass, after all that he has done to me. Do you have any idea of what it's like to be insulted, made fun off, a victim cause of how you look? No you don't cause all you are is a stupid book.

Tears, all my life all I have shed is tears of sadness, rage, anger, frustration, and severe depression thanks to Marcus Dobre and his posey. Sleep in a bed full of tears, bathe in a tup full of marks of dry blood all because of him and how I was treated.

Have I thought of killing myself back in the day? Of course, only twice... there is just this ONE thing keeping me from doing that, I don't know what it is or why it happens but if I didn't listen to it... I would have given up a long time ago.

Passing that stage I am now 21 years old, legal adult and can make my own decisions. I'm stronger now as a person. I just hope I don't suffer physically or verbally during this "Marriage by Force" thing.

Marcus:"Hey you ready?"

Me:"Mhm."

He held his hand out so I could take it but I just refused, I can't let him get what he wants, that's all that guys want. Girls chase boys... well not in my life!

When we finally got to the airport, me and Marcus started walking to our gate. Let me tell you I am tired as hell, literally at fucking 4 am was the flight. So we all know how I was.

"Attention passengers at gate 58 your flight has been moved to an hour later, please remain patient."

Me:"UUUUUUGH!"

Marcus:"Hey do you want to go get something to eat?"

Me:"Well is there anything else we have to do?"

Marcus:"Not in my agenda." He smiled.

Me:"Well what are we waiting for 🙄."

We both got up and headed to the airport Starbucks. Ordering our breakfast was honestly the longest experience ever, I think I slept in the line I'm not really sure.

Marcus:"Hi we'll have a double chocolate chip smoothie decaf with a breakfast croissant."

Ok how the fuck did he knew what my usual was?

He looked at me and smiled, in order for me to look good I fake smiled back.

Me:"Here."