My Beloved Psychopath Murderer

Dirty Souls

Legs folded to his chest, pale arms wrapped around his knees. Levi rocks back in fort in the isolation chamber. He's almost done cleaning the whole floor and now his waiting for the nurse to give him a newspaper for the floor again. It is clean but not enough! Everything is not enough!

"Dirty, dirty, dirty, dirty, dirty....." He chanted over and over again as he rocks back and forth.

He knew very well that he can't get rid of the filth in the floor which is him. No matter how much he cleans himself, he remains as the filth on his own life.

It was not his fault that he was born dirty by his dirty whore mother in his birthplace called the slums. Where dirty people coexist with dirt and filth.

No matter how much he washes his hands, he remembers how dirty he was. How he begs to be fucked in the age of 16, how his dirty whore mother sold him to a dirty old man, how those dirty hands held him against his will while he was being filled with the man's dirty fluid.

How dirty he was when he scattered that dirty man's inside. And stabbed his face with a knife, over and over and over again until no one can recognize the dirty old man. It was all dirty but beautiful at the same time. The way the blood splashed on the tiled floor, how his victim struggles while he stabbed his face.

Levi Ackerman is beautiful yet dirty. No one helps a dirty Omega, especially when he was painted in beautiful red. Everyone thought he was crazy, even when he is not. He defended himself, unlike any other Omega. Is that already consider as crazy?!

Even so, no one believes him because he is a dirty whore who also came from the womb of his dirty whore mother. Does the law didn't work on dirty Omegas like him?

He remembered the first time when he was dragged in the same isolation chamber that he is sitting in right now. He remembered his own screams as it bounced back on the empty walls. Nothing changes. It's all the same dirty him, doing everything so his voice can be heard by someone, someone who can understand him even if he's dirty. But nothing came.

That's what he thought but something did come. He found out that he was pregnant. For the first time in his life, he didn't felt dirty, he felt bless and... happy. He knew well that the dirty old man made him pregnant but he never thought of that. All he knew that it was his and only his. Those were the good days, Levi hardly remembers them. He remembers more what came after those good days like it was like yesterday.

He miscarry.

Levi can't move, he can't speak while the others are moving and speaking at the same time.

"He killed his own child."

It was an accident.

"I heard he killed his Alpha too."

He's not my Alpha.

"He ripped his insides and scattered them on their home."

He raped me.

"Heard he was actually a whore."

My mother sold me.

"So he is a whore! I was right all along!

That's not true.

"So dirty."

That's....... true..

Levi lash out after that. He cleans the mess he made, those nurses didn't know what hits them. Levi personally hates filth including himself and he made some of the nurses dirty when they talk about him. So he cleans them by doing the old thing like a routine, separating the insides and scattered them everywhere in the building. It was fun and pretty with all the red on the white walls and floor but he wasn't done cleaning when they put him to sleep and chained him for 5 months.

He was forced into a much more stronger medication unlike before. And it hurts his head like it was going to crack opened.

After a year, they declared that he was 'tamed'. Levi felt like his head was flying in the sky. And he doesn't give a damn about the world. But the good part is, they stop forcing him to the strong drugs.

Three weeks past after he was declared 'tamed'. He was forced into another drug, this one is worse than the first. It forced dark memories back to him from the moment he was born on his dirty birthplace. He refused to take another dosed and pushed a nurse.

And that's the story of how Levi Ackerman was back on his room of filth.

The raven stop rocking when a piece of newspaper was slipped under the door. Levi crawled towards it before he starts to tear it to half his eyes landed on the blurry photo of a man caught on camera while he casually left the dead body behind him. Levi can felt his heart's about to jump out of his chest.

Mate.

His mate is out there. The only person on earth that will understand him, that will found him beautiful when he's ugly, that will love him even if he had a dirty soul.

Levi needs to find him. He needs to know if he wants him as his mate. If his mysterious mate doesn't accept him because he is dirty, that's not going to be a problem to the raven since it's not going to be that hard to kill himself anyway. Levi knew that there is a reason why he didn't end his life so easily, he is waiting for his mate.

Like a cat, he escaped the madhouse by doing the thing loathes the most. He acted like a whore, seducing guards and nurses to their graves. He doesn't care now, his mate will love even he is a whore.

"Mate, mate, mate, mate will understand, mate will love me, mate, mate...." He chanted over and over again until he finally escaped.

But.. How can he look for mate?

Levi decided to imitate his mate's way of killing based on the newspapers. He planned everything, making sure that his mate will notice him and authorities notice him as well and concluded that he, Levi Ackerman did the killing streak from day one. But Levi never cared.

After a few weeks, his mate is hunting him down. Levi would laugh like a madman he was, he was overwhelmed by the idea that his mate's attention was on him now.

He washed his hands a thousand time and fix his bloodstained oversized shirt that he stole. He may be dirty no matter how he tries but he wanted to at least look presentable for his mate.

Levi stands in a dark alleyway, not far from his kill. He knew his mate is observing him, he can feel that he is near.

Then finally, his mate enters the alleyway. He felt his heart pounds on his chest as he watched his Alpha approached him.

Oh, please. Please, accept me.

His mate stop meters away from him and he fished out his badge for Levi to see.

"I am Eren Yeager. FIB. You are under arrest."

Levi blinked several times. "Mate." he sadly whines.

The raven fine with this, as long as it was his mate who is arresting him and putting him back again in the madhouse. It is fine with him despite the sobs and the tears flowing out of his eyes, he can't blame his mate anyway. He's too dirty to deserve simple happiness in life. At least he saved his mate from the authorities by claiming all the killing his mate had done.

Levi offered his wrist at his mate while he continues to cry. He hiccupped when he was suddenly lifted and was carried in bridal style by his mate.

"Mate?" Levi shyly asked.

"Yes, mate is here." Eren kiss his forehead. "I arrested you, that means you are under my care. Say, what's my beautiful mate's name?"

Levi finally felt at ease. See? His mate thinks his beautiful no matter what he becomes.

"Levi."