Stanley Uris x Reader // Philophobia

Neibolt Street

Chapter Nine

"He didn't stutter once" "Wait!" "Uhh, shouldn't we have some people keep watch, just in case something bad happens?" "Wh-wh-wh-who wants to stay out here?" everyone puts their hand up but me and bev "Fuck"  Stan whispers to me "You can't go in there, your leg" "I'll be fine"

Y/n Pov

"I can't believe I pulled the short straw you guys are lucky you're not measuring dicks" "Shut up Richie" "Y/n/n Stay out here, please... it's not safe" "I-I'll be fine Stan" I smile and kiss his cheek and I limp in with the rest. "Don't breathe through your mouth" "Why?" "cause then you're eating it" I watch as Richie grabs something "Richie?" "It, it says I'm missing" "Y-y-y-you're not missing Richie" "Then why's it say it there. It's my shirt, that's my hair, that's my face..." "Richie it isn't real.." "That's my name, that's my age, that's the date..." "This isn't real, Richie" "What the fuck? It says I'm missing. Am I missing? Will I disappear" "Take it easy" "Look at me. Richie. Look at me. This isn't real. IT's playing tricks on you" "Hello?" "Hello?" "Help me please!" "Betty? Ripsom?" "Eddie..." "What are you looking for?" "Guys do you hear that?" I start limping towards something, the room ahead draws me to it... I see birds all around "Y/n" "S-Stan?" "Yea" "I t-thought you were outside" "What are you talking about? I've been here all along" "N-No you were outside" "You are insane Y/n why would you think that?" "B-But" "Oh my god! You are so weird" "W-wait what are you t-talking about" "Your stutter is so annoying" I felt heartbroken "S-Stan" "don't call me stan... I don't like you! You have no right to call me Stan" "B-But" "I hate you Y/n. You're ugly! You're annoying! Why don't you go kill yourself" "Y/N?!" "Y/N? WHERE DID YOU GO?" Suddenly the door closes as someone got close I don't know who it was. Stan was right next to me "Why would I ever love you?" "What are y-you talking about" "I know you are falling for me and it's disgusting. Get it through your head no one is going to love you" "P-P-Please stop" I started crying I was heartbroken "I don't love you! and I will never love you" I scream from the pain "Y/N!" Suddenly the door opens and Stan disappears... Beverly starts hugging me... "Y/n/n What happened?" "S-Stan s-said he didn't love me... that h-he will never l-love me... h-he said I was a-annoying... I-I lost h-h-him.. I'm i-in l-love with h-him.. h-help me" "Y/n/n It wasn't real.." "Come on" Bev helps me up. Bev and I run/limp trying to find the boys "This isn't real enough for you, Billy? I'm not real enough for you?" "Holy Shit" "It was real enough for Georgie" Beverly picks up a pole and as IT was charging for Bill she stabbed it through his head.

Time skip We all leave the house

"You, You did this. You know how delicate he is." "We were attacked. Mrs. K." "No, don't, try to blame anyone else..." "Let me" She drops her keys. Beverly tries to pick them up "Get back! Oh, I've heard of you Miss Marsh... and I don't want a dirty girl like you touching my Eddie." "Mrs. K, I..." "Mrs. K, Its all an accident" "You get away too you. You worthless child. I've heard of your father! How he cheated on your mother poor woman. I will not have anyone with a father like that around poor Eddie" "You are all monsters, all of you" she was mostly pointing at me. "Now Eddie's done with you, you hear, done!" Mrs. K. drives off with Eddie "W-Worthless..." I hold back my tears. We walk a bit "I saw the well. W-w-w-w-we know where it is and next time we'll be better prepared" "NO! no next time Bill." "You're insane" "Why? We all know nobody else is going to do anything Eddie was nearly killed and look at this motherfucker he's leaking hamburger helper and this bitch is fucking shaking cause of who knows the fuck why!" "We can't pretend It's going to go away Ben, you said it yourself it comes back every 27 years." "Fine! I'll be 40 and far away from here" "I thought you said you wanted to get out of this town too." "Because I want to run towards something. not away" "I'm sorry but who invited Molly Ringwald into the group" Bev flips him off "Richie..." "I'm just saying, let's face facts real world Georgie is dead, stop trying to get us killed too" "Georgie's not dead" "You couldn't save him but you could still save yourself" "No! T-t-t-take it back. You're scared we all are but take it back." Bill punches Richie "BOYS!" they start fighting "Bill! You're such a loser" "Richie just." "You're a bunch of losers, get us all killed... while trying to catch a clown." "Stop! This is what IT wants. IT wants to divide us. When we're together when we heard it, that's why we're still alive" "That's why we are still alive" "Yeah, well I plan to keep it that way" "Mike..." "Guys..." "I can't do this. My granddad was right" I start to dose out in my thoughts. I feel someone shaking me "N-No please!" I scream gaining the attention of everyone "Y/n/n..." Bev walks to me "N-No please... don't I-I don't need to lose anyone" "Lose anyone? Y/n what are you talking about?" "Get away" I walk back "See shes gone insane!" Richie points to me "Shut the fuck up Richie! For just one day! I get it your boyfriend nearly died! But you have no fucking idea what just happened to me before!" "y/n/n" "No Bevvie, I'm sick of it" I walk to Richie "Do you know what it feels to see someone you love telling you that you're annoying, That you're ugly. That no one will love you! Do you know what it feels like to be terrified of falling in love and then actually falling for one of your friends... making a promise that you will never fall in love so you don't turn out like your parents! Want to know why I moved here? My father cheated on my mother and he came down here to write a report on your brother" I yelled pointing at Bill "I'm sorry" "What did you say?" "I said I'm sorry" "Well you aren't forgiven..." I walk back to bills and grab my bike I try to bike home and indulge myself in the silence.

Until Next Time. Stay Safe My Kiddies
Toodles~