Stanley Uris x Reader // Philophobia

First day back to hell

Chapter Fifteen

Your POV
I stared at the clock in the wall, "Y/n?" I heard Eddie grab my arm "yes?" I whispered "you are staring into space.. something wrong?" "Oh no... I was just thinking" I start blushing and put my head down "oh well, I hope you are feeling well" "yeah...." I close my eyes and feel the familiar feeling of coldness. The same coldness I felt when we went against IT... the same coldness I always feel when I'm about to have an anxiety attack... I feel my body start to shake.. no please not in class I feel the tears build up in my eyes. I raise my hand up quickly and keep my head down "Yes Ms. Y/L/N" "may I be excused to the bathroom" "Of course" she grabs the hall pass as I walk up to her. I ran out of the class and towards the toilets I hear the voices in my head

Why are you such an idiot
I'm not...
Oh you are, why would Stanley even want you, there are so many better looking girls at this school, in this town.
He loves me... I know he does...

I ignore the voices and wash my face. I look at myself in the mirror I start to play with my h/c hair and examine my lips.. "am I really ugly?" I hear the bell go off.. "Lunch. Thank the lord" I grab the hall pass and walk back to my history class "Y/n, are you okay dear?" "Yeah Mrs, Leigh" I hand her the hall pass and go back to my bag. "Maybe.. I'll sit outside today" I look towards the ground and start to walk outside "hey y/n!" I hear Stan yell. I walk straight pass him and towards a tree that no one was around, I sit down and open my bag "hey sweet cakes" the black leather jacket guy walks towards me "I have a name, who are you" "Jackson, Jackson Kirk. You?" "Y/n" "What a pretty name, for a pretty girl" he kisses my hand "uh thank you, now if you mind can you leave me alone. I'm not having a good day" "oh, well I'm sorry. I'll see you around" he winks and walks off "Y/n/n" I hear Stanley growl. "What" "why did you ignore me! And why were you talking to that prick" "prick? Why are you being so mean?" "Oh I'm being mean? If I don't remember he slapped your ass this morning and told you to dump me" "I'm really not in the mood sta-" "no I don't care if you are not in the mood! Are you going to leave me for him?!" "Stanley please.." "answer me!" Richie and Eddie come running over "Oi! Calm down" I slowly start to cry "Calm down?!" Stanley yells pushing Richie slightly "y/n/n you ok.." Eddie crouches down next to me "no.." I get up and grab my bag "wait Y/n" Richie says going to grab my arm "leave me alone!" I run off crying. I run towards the school office "Oh Y/n?" Mrs. Berry says "are you alright dear?" "N-no... I need to go home" "oh... well of course dear, let me call your father and tell him" "t-thank you" I cry harder as I sit down.

Time Skip

"So what happened Kiddo?" "Stan and I got into a fight... and I don't really want to talk about it" "hmm okay princess.. I'll put your bike in the back of the car and we can go home ok?" "Thank you dad.." I open the car door and jump in

I didn't really have any ideas.. sorry for the late post. Enjoy

Toddles