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John's POV

Believe it or not but this girl is crazy!! crazy about me. From the minute we woke up she keeps on kissing me on my cheeks, neck, forehead, ears, nose, shoulder and lips. I dont know what's going on with her but whtever it is I'm having fun and my hormones are getting really active its like I want to ahhhh

shit! what the fuck John stop  that !!!! you cant have sex asshole! that's bad.

Shit! my conscience talks to me well his right. fuck why Am I being such a dick. At the first place it's my fault I chose her the cloths that shows more of her skin. She's just so sexy. darn it! especially when I hold her waist and her bare skin it makes me shiver for her sexiness making my junior stand. the fuck! need to stop thinking of this bullshit.

I'm so happy that I can see her happy.. What can I ask for? I mean she is the perfect girl I ever wanted In my life. To be honest from the day I met her I like her all ready but never ask her out bacause all I know she just wants me to her besfriend and I was afraid to be rejected by her.  When Elli came to HU I have the guts to ask that shit out. I dont know why is it too easy for me to ask that Elli out when I only met her at Ms. Lurcks' subject which is in History class there are loads of boys that like Elli but im the one she likes that time. Even Amber there are loads of boys asking her out but she doesn't agree that's why I'm afriad to ask her, afraid to be rejected so instead I asked Elli out. I've been serious about Elli since we've been dating but my bestfriends is always away from me

Asshole because you don't have time for her. My consciense is right all the time. I didn't had time for her I always had time for Elli but not her. When I knew that she was dating Ashton I was jealous but at the same time happy. Happy! because she finally meets the man she wanted. See if I ask her out that time she will reject me but, other wise that time I had Elli and I've been serious about her. The party when I knew and I saw Amber hurt, crying I was hurt not only because my girlfriend and his boyfriend make out and cheated on us and aslo I saw Amber hurt and I'm so mad at myself at that moment because I realize how I'm important to her because Im her bestfriend the bestfriend that must protect her and comfort her. and I promise that day to myself that I must do my role as her bestfriend. But, now Im much much more happy because we aren't only bestfriends but couples. I look at the clock shocks it's all ready 7:00pm I hadn't prepared yet and I didn't had a shower.

We will have a dinner in that fancy resto at El Grande Amber told me that she'll go first because she need to do something. I gotta allow her do some stuff because she needs to be happy. My phone buzz.

her: Hey! babe I know you still didn't take a bath.. You must take a bath now because you will still drive 1 hour!.

me: Yah! babe.. Its just going to be half an hour if I'm the one driving.

then she's calling.. she is so lazy she doesn't really want texting she just wants calling.

me: Hello babe!

her: pls drive safe!

I can imagine her puting right now she do it all the time though that makes my junior stan-

her: babe still there ? you need to take a bath you know? becuse you must be here at 9.

me: okay babe. just try not miss me a lot.

I heard her chuckle

her: okay now bye! and take a bath.

me: bye! iloveyou

her: Ilove you too

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I'm done taking a bath and decided to wear a tight jean a color faded blue jean and a Vneck white type shirt and some shoes. and just let my hair sway and just be what it is. I got the keys and jump into my car and started the engine. Im in the road playing the music Last Night by the vamps.

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