Me and My Boy Bestfriend:)

Love me like you do

Sweaty people dancing on the corner, girls chatting, guys playing, couples making out people getting drunk and want to loosen up.

"Hey" Trish said looking me from head to toe.

"Yeah?" I ask

"You look amazing" she said

"You look amazing too" I said smiling but, she frown. What is there something wrong?

"Did you brought your swim suit?" She ask.

"Of course I did" I said

"great we're a having a pool game" she said forcing herself to say it loudly over the music

"yeah, great. so what's Raven up to know?"I ask frowning.

"well dont know bae.Lets just wait and see" she said nonchalantly

"I'll be back promise, just loosen up Amie ok?" she before taking deep breathe

"yeah sure" I said a smile forming to my face.

I walk around the house and hundreds of smiles and acknowledgement was greeting me. couple of nods, kisses and, hugs until I found myself in the corner of the kitchen. Sitting on the island.

"hey yow,dude sup" Balze said one of the member in the soccer team.

"cool dude" I said fist bombing with him. Sure is cool to have a couple of friends.

And he is just out of nowhere. Its not really cool to be alone with no friends. I dont know why John is missing so much. Where could that guy be at this moment? he's making me worry so much.

"looking for John arent you?" a familliar voice from behind ask.

I look at the side and saw Ashton leaning against the island

"yeah?" I said comming up more like a question.

"If his a responsible boyfriend he wouldn't leave you alone especially on a house full of drunk people" he said fiecely

"so what your trying to say is?" I ask calmly, though I know what he meant

"he's a asshole! cant you see his just leaving you, dont care if what may happen to you. he is irresponsible Amber dont you get it?" he said, I Stood up and ready to go. but he pulled me closer to him.

"the reason that his not here yet it is because he did something really important, and first of all its none of your business" I snapped

"Ohw? yeah! you've been my responsibility for the moment we've been together. I still love you and care for you. Dont you get it? Im still inlove with you Amber, Still am! is it hard to ask? love me like you do! love me back!" he said a tear dropped from my eyes and just turn my head from left to right.

"I cant" is all I said

"I love Jo-" I was stop from some lips crushing ito mine. he kiss me harshly craving and wanting me to kiss him back but, I didn't kissed him back!

Something loud crashed on the ground, I looked, looking for where the crash was. I saw John he had crash the case of beer. No! this cant be! he is getting the wrong thought!

"I can explain!" I said loudly through the music.Pushing Ashton so hard making him stumble.

"no stop! I had trusted you! thank you for everything. You had always been the princess in my life. I had always loved you. You had broke me, I thought your the one who'll love me and will be my happiness but I was wrong." Tears came out of his eyes so do mine

"I can-" I was cut of by him

"You know what thanks for everything!, and you John! Fuck You!. and ohw yeah? Amber I'll let you, I'll leave you alone. With your happiness. Im so damn for not noticing that you still love him. But, remember this! dont you ever ever go back crying in my arms saying sorry ever again! wish he wont fucking hurt you!" he said leaving me standing, sobbing still in shock and broken. He didn't even listen to me.

He hated me so much, I should have never talk to Ash of only i knew this would happen. Its all my fault. All my fault!

I ran through the garden not minding everybody I bump into. I drank so many, that i feel like vommiting.

I glance up and saw someone kissing at the back. tears fell out of my eyes, my heart begins to shatter out into million of pieces like a glass thrown out of the building shattering into the ground. How can he do this to me? for just a short time he can all ready flirt with anybody he wanted to flirt to.

Elli and John making out infront of me. John glance at me wile kissing her, and kisses her passionately. Wow!? all I can do is to sit around and watch? what am I? an idiot?.

I ran until I bump into someone.

"you okay?" The person ask

my sight becomes blury and all I see is darkness and my eyes fills up with tears.