Me and My Boy Bestfriend:)

Tears

Staring at the blue color of the water, feeling the cold breeze through my skin. Feeling the sand beneath my cotton short as it touches the bare skin.

My eyes red, due to the crying. I glance slowly to my phone and saw the time its getting late. I just cant get out here. The silence embrasing me in every cry and sob I  let through. I stood up and touch the water as the sun goes down letting its orange color out.

I walk to the water feeling it comfort me. Even just for this moment it makes me feel better. Every touch of the water makes me think of my tears.

Tears like the water in the beach. Salty like the tears I let out. Maybe thats why the beach is such a lovely place because many people thinks that it is were all the problematic people goes. Maybe thats why the water is salty. Its like the tears that we let out. I could cry an entire ocean because of what I have done wrong.

I step out off the water feeling every bit of the sand sticks to my feet each time I step.

I step inside my car not minding the sand scater its way through my car. I drove and went to McDonalds. Craving for fries and float.

I step inside feeling the cold air due to the aircon. I got through and ordered large size of fries and float. I sat down and check out my ipad. Its been months since I check it out.

I opened it and a lot of messages and calls welcomes me. I check out my facebook and opened my messages. Some are from trish its been like last month ago. The other one was from Erica which is like 3 weeks ago. As my eyes glance on and on I saw a message from Elli.

Stock up bitch! Enjoy your fries xx

What the effin sheet. I look around and see Elli hanging out with the whole soccer team.

When there was a boy from the soccer team named Ryder goes near me. I know that it was just a trick Elli just commands this poor boy. How pathetic.

"Hm hello sweetheart" I heard the nasty boy says trying to clear his throat

"Im not here to waste my time to people like you" I snap

"woah, easy there darling Im here to cheer you up" He said glancing at me in a lustfull way I frowned and look at him in disgust

"why dont you cheer the fuck up with your slut" I snap pointing at an amuse Elli he smirk and before I was about to protest his lips touch mine crashing them hungrily to me.

I pushed him away making him stumbble a bit.

"What are you doing!" I shouted people's eyes landed on me.

A clap of hands from behind was all I heard. I looked at the person who is clapping and regretting that I should have never looked

"Your a great pretender. Your such a slut. After kissing with Ashton and cheating on me here you are kissing with someone you barely know?" he ask coming out more like an anger. As my eyes begun to sting again.

Elli comes through and putting her arms on her cheast as she puts her smirk out.

"You wouldnt even hear my explanation" I said in the middle of my sob

"She's a bitch John just accept it." she said putting her hands on John's cheast seductively. I want to tear her into pieces.But, I cant! why would I be so affected to a guy that I knew dont love me back.

Elli kissed him infront of me making me shock. As John kiss her back passionateky. Making me regret everything I had done. All I can do is cry my ass off in the middle of the night

I ran away clasping my shirt down. Crying so loud inside my car. Punching the sit so hard. I threw my phone inside my car making it bounce away in nowhere.

I drove so fast nearly making me die.I knew that tomorrow will be harder. Tomorrow will be another day of false truth and true lies. Tomorrow will also be the day that I will be hated in the entire human body. I thought to myself as I cry in my bed alone or worst in our house alone.