[l∆v] | yoonmin

seokjin - rest

"Yoongi, did you sleep?" I asked him as I entered Jimin's room.

"No." He simply said.

"Yoongi! You can't just stay awake for weeks! You only slept like, 6 hours this last week; you must rest!"

"I can't Jin. I'm just too worried."

I sighed and took some biscuits out of a bag. "At least have these." I handed them.

He lifelessly took them. "Thanks."

I sat down next to him. He took a biscuit and was about to eat it but stopped.

"Hey, Seokjin."

"Hmm? What is it?"

"Why are you guys going through so much for me?"

"Going through so much? Yoongi, you haven't been eating or sleeping at all! We had to make sure you wouldn't get into a depression. We're your friends, we care about you."

He sighed. "I don't deserve all of this attention."

"Yes you do! Didn't Hoseok tell you? You need to be healthy and mentally stable once Jimin wakes up. You can't be all depressed or sick; you have to be on your best."

"Yeah... You're right." He looked down. "Maybe... I should try and sleep for a few hours."

"Yeah! Now that's a start."

He looked at me. "I'm scared Jimin will appear in my dreams. I'm scared I'll dream about what happened. I'm scared... He'll hate me."

I gently patted his back. "Yoongi, listen here. Jimin doesn't hate you. He never did, and he never will. Do you really think he'd confess to you if he hated you?"

"No. But I mean in my dream. I don't want it."

"Yoongi. Even if he appears in your dream and hates you; that's just it. It's a dream; it's not real. The real Jimin here, in the real world, likes you; he cares a lot about you. And it's normal you'd dream about what happened, after all, it can be traumatizing. But it's ok, Yoongi, he won't hate you."

He sighed and nodded.

I guess I'm not good at comforting him. I should ask Taehyung for help, he might be able to do it. He's all positive but can be real serious so it might work. For now, Yoongi must rest.

"C'mon Yoongi, you need to rest now."

"I don't wanna leave Jimin alone."

"Geez, Yoongi! I'll be here with him, he won't be alone."

He just stared at me for a couple of seconds as if saying, "are you serious?", and then layed down on the couch. After a while, he finally fell asleep. He's so stubborn.

I got up and sat down at Jimin's feet. "Jimin... You have no idea how Yoongi's feeling. He's super worried about you, you know? You have to wake up soon Jimin. Yoongi needs you the most even if he denies it."

He made a slight move.

"Ahh, so you can hear us. Then wake up, Jimin. Yoongi misses you a lot. I bet you're missing him a lot as well."

"Jin-hyung?" Taehyung asked me as he came into Jimin's room.

"Hey, Taehyung."

He came in and slowly closed the door behind him. He came in eating a lollipop and offered me one.

"Ah, Yoongi's asleep? How did you manage to do that?"

"He was truly tired. He just needed to calm down first. He refused to leave Jimin alone though, so he ended up falling asleep on the couch."

"Ahh, that Yoongi... He always worries too much."

"Yeah. Oh, by the way, Taehyung, I'll need your help."

"With what?"

"Yoongi needs comfort. He already accepted the fact that Jimin doesn't hate him and that he needs to take better care of himself but even so he's still not ready to talk about what happened."

"Ohh, I see. But wasn't that Namjoon-hyung's job?"

"Yeah but you might be better at it than Namjoon, so he'll be the one talking with Yoongi about what happened."

He nodded. "Alright, I can do that."

Suddenly, Jimin started to moan loudly as in pain. Yoongi got up, startled, and ran to him.

"Jimin!" He gently grabbed his hand. "What happened to him?"

"He just started making noises, we're not sure." I said.

He groaned loudly before a continuous beep was heard, and Jimin stopped moving.

"...Jimin...?" Taehyung softly whispered.

Taehyung's best friend was now there, laying dead on a hospital bed. My childhoor friend was there, lifeless. Yoongi's light was now gone.

"No..." Yoongi started tearing up.

"No, this can't end up like this! Taehyung! Go call a doctor! Hurry!"

"Ok!" He dashed out of the room, still feeling shocked. But he had to stay strong, his friend couldn't die like that!

Yoongi fell on his knees and held Jimin's hand close to his chest, near his heart. "Jimin... I told you not to leave me alone, god damn it...!" He cried. "Damn you, Park Jimin!"

"Yah, Yoongi. Come on, let's go." I said.

Taehyung came back right after leaving, but now some doctors came along.

"Let's go Yoongi, we need to let the doctors wor-"

"No Seokjin! I'm not leaving Jimin!"

"Yoongi!" I grabbed him by his shoulders. "Listen here! You need to let the doctors help Jimin, otherwise they won't be able to save him! Staying here will only make it worse!"

He stayed silent and I took him out of Jimin's room along with Taehyung's help.

Yoongi sat down on the floor right outside Jimin's room and started crying.

I sighed and looked up at Taehyung as if asking for help. He looked back at me and just nodded in response, and then headed over to Yoongi.

"Yoongi."

"Not now, Taehyung..."

He sat down next to him. "You told him not to leave you alone, right? Do you really think he's going to die?"

"Teahyung, you heard the beep. How do you except me not to think he's going to d-"

"He's Park Jimin! He won't give up just like that!" Taehyung abruptly spoke, leaving Yoongi surprised at his sudden behaviour. "Yoongi, Jimin confessed to you. He loves you. He would never leave you alone. I'm pretty sure he felt you next to him during these past two weeks. He knows you care a lot about you. In fact, even if you never told anyone, I'm pretty sure you like him too."

"Taehyung..."

"Yoongi, listen to me. Jimin won't die. I'm sure of it. He was probably just in a lot of pain but he's strong, he'll wake up in no time."

He just looked down.

"Hey Yoongi." I went to him and hugged him. "It'll be alright. Jiminie is ok and he'll eventually wake up. You just need to have patience."

Taehyung, who was now tearing up just like me, joined me and hugged Yoongi.

He sighed, relieved and feeling comfortable. "Thank you."

"We're all sort of special for Jimin and we should all be strong, uh?" I calmly spoke and kissed both of the boy's heads, who were now resting on my shoulders. "We're like a big family, we must stay strong."

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i write such short chapters oml, i'm sorry
my next fanfics will be better i swear
also what if i told you that jimin did die --