[l∆v] | yoonmin

taehyung - comfort

Jimin is now stabilized. It's been three hours, it's now around 9PM. The doctors told us we couldn't come in for the rest of the day so Seokjin decided to go home and, of course, Yoongi just sat down on the floor, right outside Jimin's room. He refuses to go home no matter what.

He was sitting down with his feet under his chin, hugging his legs. He was no longer crying, but you could still hear a soft sobbing once in a while. I spent the past two hours standing up next to him, trying to convince him to go home and rest but it was useless. No one could talk Yoongi into things other than Jimin. Or Namjoon. But he's away right now. And it's mostly Jimin, of course.

"Yoongi. You should try and go home to rest." I tried to convince him once again.

"I don't want to."

"Yoongi, Jimin is stabilized which means he's ok. You need to go rest. For him."

He looked up at me. "What if he dies, Taehyung? He was ok too a few hours ago and then he suddenly almost died. What if that happens again? What if I'm not here for him?"

"The doctors said it was because of the medication they were giving him. Now they're giving him a different medication so he should be fine now and he'll wake up sooner."

He sighed and looked away with an annoyed expression. He can be so stubborn sometimes, how can Jimin like him? I don't get it.

I sighed. "Yoongi." I sat down next to him. "Have you noticed that all you've been saying lately is 'it's my fault', 'he won't get better', 'he might die', 'he hates me', 'I hate myself'?"

Yoongi looked at me with a puzzled expression.

"Every time Jimin was dancing and failed a step, he'd curse at himself and sometimes he'd say he never does anything right, and then you'd just go on an argument with him and you always managed to change his mind. You did that so many times that now, whenever Jimin fails or misses a step, he just laughs at it. You helped him out, Yoongi. Right now he can't do the same for you, so please let us do that for now. Don't hate yourself, Yoongi."

He looked at his feet and remained silent. I'm not sure if he understood what I said or if he simply ignored me. He's always expressionless nowadays; it's impossible to know what he's thinking.

"Remember when you got extremely upset because of a stuffed bear once? When we went on a carnival and you couldn't get the bear?" He spoke after a few minutes.

What? What is he talking about, all of a sudden?

I looked at him with a confused expression. "Yeah?"

"Jimin knew you really wanted it but you were terrible at that game so he got it for you. He has always been really nice; maybe even too nice sometimes. Like that one time when a stranger asked him to borrow his bike for a few minutes and he agreed. Then he ended up being robbed; he never found that guy again, not even his bike." He looked up at me again.

"...But where are you going with this?"

"He was never that nice to me. Even though we kinda hated each other at the begining and even though we ended up being best friends, he never treated me so nicely like he treats other people."

"Wait... What do you mean, Yoongi?"

"I mean, why would he confess to me if he never showed me any signs that he loves me?"

"No no no, Yoongi, you're mistaking love with kindness. Jimin has a kind heart for everyone; he loves to make people happy. And what do you mean he never showed you any love? He's constantly thinking about you, he won't go anywhere without you. He asks you for advice, he asks you for help, he hates to go out when you're not going. I mean, I'm his best friend and yet he seeks you for everything."

"Taehyung, that's not what I meant-"

"Yoongi, listen to me." I grabbed him by his shoulders. "Stop being so god damn stubborn! If Jimin didn't truly loved you, he'd never go and confess to you like that. A confession can make or break a relationship; he knew he'd break your relationship if he wasn't serious."

He slightly sighed and looked down.

"Jimin is peacefully sleeping on that bed, right behind that door. He's waiting for the best moment to wake up and we all know that the best moment for him to wake up is when you are all bright and shine; ready to meet him with open arms. So..." I got up and made Yoongi get up aswell. "You have to sleep. Rest and eat a lot so you're healthy and mentally stable once he wakes up."

Yoongi stood still in one place; really expressionless but you could see the sadness in his eyes.

He suddenly hugged me. "The reason why I can't leave and go to rest is because I can't stop thinking about the argument we had. Do you think he hates me?"

I chuckled and hugged him back. "Yoongi, we've told you countless times before. Jimin wouldn't confess to you if he hated you. Do you want him to hate you, by any chance?"

He broke the hug. "Of course not! I'd be mad at myself if he'd hate me..."

"Then why are you so worried? It's fine, Yoongi. Everything's fine. Jimin's ok and he's going to wake up soon. He can't wait to wake up and hug you, and I bet you can't wait too."

He smiled. "Thank you, Taehyung."

I retributed the smile. "No problem, Yoongi. Now go, you must eat something and rest."

He sighed and glanced at Jimin's room. "Well, there's no helping it, is there? I guess I really have to go take care of myself."

"Yes, you really have to take care of yourself. Come on, I'll pay for dinner." I grabbed my jacket.

He sighed and scratched the back of his head. "Taehyung, you know I'm not going to eat mu-"

"Yes you are. And if you don't I'll call the others to make you eat." I started walking towards the exit.

He followed me and slightly chuckled. "Geez, and you say I'm the stubborn one."

I smiled. "Someone's slowly starting to get better."

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i'm sorry for the slow updates !!
i actually already finished this fanfic but i don't post that much mainly because... i don't like it, i guess??
i'm thinking about unpublishing it