This is random and Idk why I'm doing this but I just read my friends book about her and it made me so sad because she feels that way. If she ever reads this I want her to know that I'm sry.
What's even worse about all this is that I unlike her have no one to talk to. None of my friends get it. Im. Sounded by people yet I feel alone and empty. The emptiness isn't new just worse. I hate showing my emotions because that means I could get hurt. I hide it from those around me but with every passing day, every name I'm called, I slowly loose feeling. My friend she feels everything. I do to but then the feeling crumbles away with mind in tow.
Because no body knows, they think I'm fine and my reserved demeanour is just me listening. They all come to me with their problems and with every sentence they place another brick I have to carry on my shoulders. Because I hate this feeling I make others feel better and then they trust me and tell me their problems and the cycle continues. I want to break it so bad but I can't. I don't want others to feel the way I do. It has gotten to a point though that people don't care about me just my ability to listen. It's frustrating! I fill up my time to try and distract me.
- thepersonneedinghelp
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