Cabin Fever

Chapter 4

***Liam

It made my heart flutter to see Tommy so happy. He was like a little puppy who just got rescued from his gruesome home.

His happiness was infectious and soon, he had me and Danny grinning like fools. We played around for awhile until he tiredly dredged his legs out of the water and onto his towel.

He splayed himself on his towel and was out in a few minutes. He looked so relaxed and innocent. It made this trip even more worth it because it was for him to enjoy it.

I wanted to go over and cuddle with him, Danny on the other side. I jolted out of my thoughts when I felt a touch at my back. Danny's wet fingers were caressing my back. Well maybe not caressing but they were on my back. That counts. Right?

I turned towards him, only to find him staring at Tommy's sleeping form. I looked back at Tommy. Was there something wrong? Why was Danny looking at him like that? He's probably thinking about something else. I dismissed the irrelevant thoughts trying to invade my brain and turned to walk towards my towel under the shade of a tree.

I laid on my back and squinted up at the rays of light shining through the leaves. I don't think I'll ever actually come out to my friends. It's a far fetched reality that depresses me to bits when I think about it. It'll never happen. Even if they did feel even a glimpse of love or like for me, it still couldn't happen. I mean, what would people say? What would my parents say? Polygamy relationships aren't usually the things that parents just decide to accept. I hadn't even come out to them yet, much less reveal that Im I love with my two best friends But why depress myself with these unrealistic thoughts. The only way these things will happen is in my dreams. *sigh*.

Sometime during my self-conflict, Danny had apparently taken to setting up camp next to me.

"'Sup with all the sighing? You hung up on someone or something," Danny teased with a devilish smirk on his face.

Something about the look on his face told me something was about to go down. What could he possibly be thinking now?

When I didn't answer, he sat up and reached out his right hand to rest it on my stomach, lightly rubbing up and down.

I tensed my stomach and sucked in air at an inaudible gasp. Shit, what was he trying to do to me?

"I see you've been working out," he said changing the subject. I didn't know whether to be relived or distressed cause now his hand was about to make me have a mental breakdown. It felt so good and he wasn't stopping.

"Y-yeah," I stuttered out. I wanted to bolt and I had to fight to keep myself still. I was quickly filling up down there and i wasn't about to expose myself right now.

I quickly sat up and picked up a stick off to the side to distract myself.

The silence stretched and I could just feel his gaze burning a hole through the side of my face.

Ugh. I needed to say something. Anything! I racked my brain for something to say while my eyes darted across the blue fabric of the towel under me.

Before I could say anything, he beat me to it, shocking me immensely bu what he said.

"You know you don't have to hide it right? I like him too. I can tell you have for a while and it makes you uncomfortable but you c-,"

"What!" I shrieked shocked. I was blushing furiously, my heart beating nervously. I could tell he was also nervous by the way he was rambling. But I had to stop him because I was shocked. How did he know. He couldn't. Maybe he was just saying things, maybe he'll just move on to another topic.

But no such luck was to come my way. He reached out to lay his hand on my knee, urging me to look his way. I couldn't though.

"Liam? Liam please look at me. I'm telling you that I like you and you don't care," he said dejected. What, he never said that! But he probably knew what he was saying right then because my head snapped up to look at his face. He looked desperate. I still didn't understand though.

Looking at the confusion on my face, Danny smiled softly and moved his hand to caress the side of my face.

What he did next shocked me so much that I literally could not move.

Before I knew what was going on, his lips were on mine. They were unfamiliarly soft, and felt fresh. They didn't taste like cherries or feel slimy with lip gloss. They felt full and pink. I know it sounds stupid to say you feel color, but at that moment, I didn't really know what I was thinking.

I sat there frozen and he continuously brushed his lips over mine. He gently pulled my bottom lip between his teeth and swiped his tongue across, trying to get me to open up.

When that didn't work, he climbed on top of me, straddling my seated form as he shoved one hand in my hair and wrapped the other around my shoulders.

I didn't even realize I was even hard until he started to ground against me making me gasp at the sudden bombardment of pleasure as my soul came back to me. He slipped his tongue into my mouth, manipulating me in a way that had me submitting to him immediately.

He continued to ground against me as he kissed me thoroughly , leaving me a moaning mess as his lips parted from mine.

He rested his forehead against mine, our noses barely touching as we held each other and painted out our excitement.

Once I had control over myself, I pulled back to lol at him. "Why's you do that?" I whispered looking on at his blown pupils.

"Because I wanted to." I smiled at his response because that was just Danny.

He looked beautiful like this. His hair was messy, his lips brighter than usual and looking puffy. His eyes were shining as he looked at me and I felt something jolt deep in my heart. I felt fulfilled for once in my life.

I looked over at Tommy, not looking to have moved from his spayed position.

And I realized, it wasn't yet a feeling of completion. Something was still missing.