Lisa's POV
Aaron and I have been dating for 7 months now, and he treats me so good. He been absolutely nothing but good to me. I have been thinking so much about future and everything and the more I think about it, the more scared I will get. Aaron had done absolutely nothing wrong, but I sometimes feel like I can't give him what he needs or what he deserves, I have been so focused on the band and my work I haven't really spent time with him the past couple weeks, not to mention I have been avoiding his texts and his calls as well. We was sitting at our house doing our band meeting and my phone went off and it was Aaron and I just declined it and Christina noticed and she spoked up
"Hey everything okay?" She asked and all of them were looking at me and I spoked up
"Yeah I'm fine" I lied and she took a breath
"You just declined Aaron's call, you never done that" She said and Lauren spoked up
"Is everything okay between you two?" She asked and I took a breath
"Yeah everything is great" I lied and Dani spoked up
"Liiissaa" She said knowing I was lying and I spoked up
"I just been thinking about Aaron and I a lot lately" I said and they all looked at me
"And?" Amy asked and I continued
"I feel like I should let him go" I said and they all looked at me shocked
"Why? You guys are crazy about each other!" She said and I spoked up
"We are, and I absolutely love him more then anything guys, but I have been so busy with the band and everything and I feel like I can't give him everything he deserved you know? Like I don't wanna keep him away from someone that can make him happier " I said and I spoked up
"I don't care how much I pain I will be in or anything but as long as he is happy and gets treated like the amazing guy he is then I will be happy" I said and they all looked at me
"So you're really going to end it?" Amy asked and I took a breath
"I don't want too, I'm in love with the guy, he is literally everything to me, but I have too, it's what best for both of us" I said and I took breath and just look the other direction and took a breath, I know he will be hurt, angry, and everything but I don't want him to think that he did anything wrong because he didn't, I will be selfish if I don't let him go, I hope he doesn't think I don't love him, because I do, I love him so much it's ridiculous, which is why I'm doing it.
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"Just By Chance" Lisa Cimorelli Love Story
Fanfiction"When I first saw you I never would have thought I would be this in love with you"
