My Ride Or Die

Drowning in thoughts

Jason's POV

We were in the car going to school I knew Raven had an attitude because she looked like she wasn't in the mood and her arms was crossed I looked on my phone for the weather and it was 80 degrees today she had her hair in a bun with her black and gold Adidas sweat suit on and her black j's I'm not gonna lie this girl was a fashion Killer

I can't believe what happened this morning I messed up big time I knew Raven wasn't that type of girl but I just wanted to make sure ya know? im just so used to Shanea handling me but this bitch had to kill one of my best hoes

Me and Shanea ex Tye cool now that's my bra he probably gonna come over later... I stopped the car I wanted to know why she acting funny

" What wrong with you Raven?"

"Nothing" she whispered

"I'm gonna give you one more chance to tell me what's wrong Raven or!"

*raven cuts him off*

"Or else what Jason you gonna hit me? Dam u must be fucked up in the head if you don't know what's wrong with me you and ya boys try to rape me! , U gave me a drug so I could go to sleep! , u got me locked up in yo house! , threatening me , hitting on me , and you tried to make me suck your dick! Today so if u don't think ur doing nothing wrong that's ashame... now let me out I can walk the rest of the way and ohh trust me I ain't running cuz I know ya ass gonna snitch! I thought you were different Jason but it turns out that your just a stuck up horny motherfucker just like every other thirsty guy in this dam school! I hate you Jason you disgust me to the point that every time I see you I wanna spit on yo ass!

She shot me a dirty look and got up and left the car that was it.. a part of me wanted to hit her and I'm not gonna even lie another part of me was really hurt for some reason...

Raven POV

I didn't care if I had a 2 minute walk to the school I couldn't stand to look at his face for 2 more minutes! I meant every word that I said and I don't regret anything I saw Jason's car speed up I thought he was gonna hit me but he drove right past me going towards the school ...

This is what I like mostly about walking to school because of the waterfall it's a giant lake with a waterfall in the back and it's right next to the school it's called crystal waters ...I needed a break so I sat next to it on the bench. admiring the waters I smiled but this smile didn't last long because it seemed like I had a big weight on my back I couldn't take this anymore I can't even remember the last time I smiled...

What's the point of living? I killed someone then dragged the person I love most into it, me and Tye are done,and I have to spend the rest of my life with someone I hate my life is a disaster I just need to call Chante

*phone rings*

Chante: hello? Raven.. I miss u wats going on?

Raven: I I ummm *sniffs* I love you Chante you know tht right?

Chante: Raven I love you to where are you? I'm with Tye and Jason in front of the school

Raven: don't worry I'm close by but tell Tye I love him and I just really love you Chante you been there for me and I put u through this shit u don't deserve this so maybe your life would be better ya know? just without me in it... you will always be my ride or die Chante love you ... *starts crying*

Chante: Raven what are you saying? look whatever your trying to do stop! I love you Raven now tell me where you are don't do anything stupid

Raven: *laughs* I'm gonna miss that most about u girl .. Always being protective of me , caring , and loving but I deserve to die ... idk where I'm going to end up but either way the World still will revolve without me and life still goes on...

*Tye takes phone from Chante*

Tye: baby girl?

Raven: *sniffs* Tye?

Tye: look I love you I don't know what got into me the other day u just make me so angry and that's a good thing because your the only girl that brings out my emotions.

Raven: aww Tye I love you to but I've done something that I can't take back I deserve to die

Tye: baby I've done some things to but I'm still here today.. Raven I want to be with you .. remember how we used to always talk about how we wanted to get married .. have kids. grow old .. and die? u know I can't do that if your not Here Raven

Raven: *smiles*. Yes I remember but find someone else Tye .. you will be happier I know it

Tye: wait Raven I here a waterfall! your at crystal waters? Right next to the school! I see you!!!! Raven I'm coming don't move!! please

Raven: *smiles and starts crying* I love you Tye and I love you Chante I'm sorry but just forget about me *picks up a heavy rock*

Tye: Raven put the rock down I know what your doing put it down!!!

Raven: bye Tye *breaths heavy*

*raven hangs up phone*

I carried the rock towards the waters my heart was racing I was scared but I had to be quick I saw Chante, Tye , and Jason running towards me I jumped in the water going deeper and deeper I struggled for air but I was to far down i looked at my surroundings knowing this would be my last vision but it was just dark I'll miss them... My skin turning blue and purple i felt my heart pumping really fast then I took my final breath of water bye world...