Tom Holland Imagines

We Are Okay • Tom

Hey guys!!
This imagine is gonna be kind of deep but sweet. I suck at detail so this won't turn out how I planned it in my head lol. My next imagine will definitely be about Lucas but I'm not sure when I'll post that but be ready for it.  
Like always, I love you and hope you enjoy 💕

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Y/N's P.O.V

We laid In bed together. I was laying on my side with my back turned towards him, his chest touching my back, His arm gently Spread across my waist.

Lately I've been sleeping well but tonight is different.

He was passed out into a deep slumber while I laid there with my eyes closed and my body still.

Even though it looked as if I was asleep, I wasn't.

My thoughts trailed around my head like a bird soaring through the sky.

I was the match and my mind was the spark that lit it up.

I dreaded the day it would all come back to me. I have been doing all I could to stop it from happening again.

The anxiety,depression and the insomnia.

Tonight is only the beginning to what might be reoccurring.

I tried to get all of the thoughts out of my head. I took deep breaths and told myself "you're okay" and "everything will be alright. "

I tried to think about happy things like, Tom and I.

I Remember the day he took me out to the State Fair.

It was one of our first dates.

I remember going on the Gondola with him. It was so high up and I was terrified.

I've always been afraid of heights and looking down at our feet dangling over the edge and seeing the whole Fair under us was terrifying.

All I could think about was falling and how terrible that'd be.

When we were on it I was freaking out. I smiled and said "Holy shit this is so high."

Tom laughed to himself and said "it's alright we'll be okay. Just sit back and relax darling"

"Did I ever tell you I have a serious fear of heights" I said peering over at him with a scared smile on my face.

"Well why didn't you say something before we got on here." He said in between laughs.

I put my hand on my face embarrassed. "You're so right." I said. My face lit up a light shade of pink.

He giggled and put his arm around me and pulled me close to him and kissed my head.

"You're adorable."

Suddenly the seat that was attached to the Gondola shook. We both gasped and Tom squeezed me tighter.

"Oh my god what the hell was that." I said, slightly freaking out.

He laughed to himself. "The ride is just taking us down. It's supposed to do that."

I sighed in relief.