Heartbreaks and Healers

The Party

I watch Harry intently, waiting for him to explode. The guys around me laugh and talk about girls. I just keep drinking the liquid in my one cup, promising to myself I won't drink anymore. For a second, me and Harry's eyes meet. I look down and start fiddling with my phone. About two minutes later, Josh texts me asking me if I wanted to get out of there. I look up into his eyes and nod. We both stand up and get stares from everyone. Some of them yelling "Ooooooo!" And some just watching. I laugh and he puts his arm around me and we walk into the house and then up the stairs. Finally, we find ourselves in a bedroom. I list out my limits:

I will not have sex.

I will only make out.

I am not going to do anything inappropriate.

Josh walks up to me and slams his lips against mine. We stand in the same place for a few minutes, and I try to feel something in the kiss but I don't. I don't feel the same fireworks that I do with Zayn. I finally let myself compare him to Zayn because he will really only ever be the one for me. I pull back and Josh looks at me confused.

"I'm sorry...I can't do this..." I say and start to turn around. He grabs my elbow, suddenly a fiery look in his eyes.

"Come on. We were finally starting to have some fun." He says and smiles mischievously. I pull my arm away and give him a scolding look.

"No. I'm sorry but I can't." I start to walk towards the door, but he stops me. Before I can realize it, he slams me against the wall and starts kissing my neck. I try to push him away, but he's not letting up. Then I actually start becoming afraid. His lips meet mine and I try to move my head to the side to dodge them. He shoves me onto the bed and forces my shirt over my head, all the while I'm kicking him. He pulls me closer to him and I push as hard as I can away from him, but that only inspires him more.

"Stop!" I yell. If I can't get out of here alone, someone needs to hear me. I keep on yelling it and screaming for help, but Josh just covers my mouth. Then tears start to fall. Helpless tears because I'm hopeless right now. I close my eyes and stop fighting as Josh starts to play with the hem of my panties. My sobs become silent and I close my eyes. It'll be over soon. He suddenly takes the hand off of my mouth and when I realize it I scream for someone, anyone. The first name that comes is Harry.

"Harry!" I yell as loud as I can. I yell it over and over, trying to get his attention. Suddenly I hear banging on he door and yelling. It's Harry. Josh looks at me annoyed and slaps me.

"Emma? Are you in there." Before he can put his hand over my mouth I scream Harry's name again.

"Harry he-" I say, but a large hand covers my mouth again. I hear banging on the door as Josh starts to take his pants off and I close my eyes again. He locked the door.

"Josh you dick! Open the fucking door. Let her go!" Harry yells. Josh rolls his eyes. Suddenly I hear a large crash, and I see the door fall. Josh looks back immediately and I see Harry standing in the doorway. He runs up to Josh, a deadly look in his eyes and punches him until he's unconscious. I watch them roll on the floor for the duration of the fight just sobbing. After Josh is not conscious, Harry runs up to me and embraces me in his arms. I cry in his arms as he rubs my bare back, trying to calm me, but I can't.

"It's alright Emma you're ok." He whispers to me as a crowd forms. I hug him a little tighter.

"Thank you, Harry." I say. It feels good to say that to him again.

Outside

I now have a blanket wrapped around me, clothed completely, and a police officer questioning me.

"Did you try to stop him, but he pushed you against your will?" The officer asks me. I nod.

"Yeah." I see Harry huff from a few feet away from me. He hasn't strayed too far for a while. Zayn is sitting in his car. Luckily, we kicked everyone out of the house before the cops got here so he won't get

In trouble.