Camera Shy (V x Reader)

9: Heart-Breaking and Love-Making

That night, you made love to your Jihyun slowly and passionately. Desperately, you were trying to remind him that love didn't have to hurt. And of course, the night culminated with V asking the question: "Can I take your picture?". And of course you said yes, surprised that he even wanted to. It was like you were both back months ago. But now, it was even harder for V to see. As he explained it, his eyes had gone from seeing clear shadows of everything, to being very blurry shadows. As you laid in bed, you stroked his turquoise hair and asked him the same question that you had for the last few months.

"Why don't you have a doctor help you?"

"This is proof of my devotion to Rika. If I got them fixed, she would think I'm not grateful."

"...Grateful? What on Earth do you have to be grateful for, from her?"

"She says that she's given me a new perspective on life. Something that I should never take for granted.

This is infuriating. You thought to yourself.

"Sit up." You commanded him.

"Oh? Are you ready for another round already? You know my body is always ready for you, YN." V was trying to lighten the mood. But that isn't what you had in mind.

"How does this feel?" You asked gently. V had been expecting some sexual touching, but instead what he got was much worse.

You placed your hands over your eyes. Immediately, you felt your hands become wet. V had froze, the third part to fight or flight. And his eyes spilled out tears in an embarrassing manner.

"This new perspective on life you have..." You removed your hands and used them to rub his chest instead as he calmed down. "Is called fear. Fear of everything. She's hurt you and made you vulnerable. You don't have to be grateful for this Jihyun. You are more than welcome to be angry."

You crawled into V's lap, facing him. After you wiped his tears away, you planted a passionate kiss on him. After a minute or so, you pulled away.

"Describe your face to me." V whispered.

"(Skin color) skin. (Eye color) eyes. (Hair color) hair."

"Get to the good stuff already," V smirked.

"Flushed cheeks. Puffy, pink lips, soft from kissing you. Eyes, maybe, possibly hazy from want."

"Mmm. Tell me about your body. Tell me in real time." Gently, V laid you down yet again.

"Mouth opened in anticipation." He dragged his hand down the front of your bare body.

"Skin prickling, muscles..." You inhaled as you enjoyed his touch. "recoiling."

Leaning down, he attached his mouth to your nipple and began giving it some well-deserved affection.

You continued, "Face flushing more, body w-writhing. Mouth... Oooooo... ooopening" You moaned out.

"That's enough, YN. Let me pleasure you." V lowered his head down between your legs and began yet another session of love-making.

Maybe... maybe I'll think about getting help for my eyes. I'm disappointed that I can't see her face right now. V thought as you gave you some compensation for being so understanding.