untitled | ashton i. ☼

t h r e e. ❃

when he held me,

i would reach for his hand so that i could hold him,

i'd bury my face in his t-shirt and study his distinct smell, cigarettes and something.

i never truly identified the 'something' part.

its still a mystery, i suppose.

we went on dates and held hands and smiled a lot.

we watched the lake move while he smoked a cigarette or two

and i took in breaths of the lake breeze and blooming flowers.

we went to a restaurant that only sold fish.

we both hated fish.

we ate pizza in bed.

we spent sick days under the covers.

we spent sunny days wandering around the zoo admiring the animals.

mostly, we spent a lot of time talking and a lot of time kissing.

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