July 22, 2004 *EDITED*

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To: anthony@gmail.com

From: lilith@gmail.com

Subject: Attempt #4

I know that it seems like I'm just being clingy and desperate and it's pretty true. Do you remember when I called you at four in the morning about my parent's accident? You stayed up all night even though you could've gotten in trouble. Even though it was a school night. Even though you gotten beaten. I remembered you telling me that you fell down the stairs cause you "didn't get enough sleep". And something about your iron levels being too low or something. And I believed you and didn't care that I bothered you because I was so selfish. I know it's late, like several years late, but I've had time to think over it. I've talked to the school counselor, the school psychologist, my therapist and also several teachers. And I've been told multiple times that it's never too late to say sorry. But I'll leave that up to you to decide. I know that I sound desperate but I am.

-Lilith

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