To: anthony@gmail.com
From: lilith@gmail.com
Subject: Attempt #6
You know I never really liked the color yellow. Like clothing or accessories. I don't think it looks good on anyone. But for some reason it always looked good on you. My dad used to say that he thinks it belongs on blondes. But you're brunette and you look so great wearing yellow clothing. I don't understand it. As a black haired person, I can see why yellow wouldn't be my color. Because it's the opposite of what I am. It represents happiness, hope and life. Black represents death, suffering and darkness. I guess that for you, you would be yellow on the outside but truly pitch black on the inside. I'm just black inside and out. Sorry for bothering you again. I don't even know if you read these, but if you do. Just know that I hate myself more and more as the days pass. Especially knowing that there was no way to make it up to you. I don't know if that's still true, but if it is, I just want a sign. I don't need an entire conversation. Just a paragraph. Even a sentence would satisfy me. I know I shouldn't expect anything of you, not anymore anyway.
-Lilith
YOU ARE READING
Hurt
Non-FictionIn some way people are messed up. It always hurts and sometimes you feel like nothing is okay anymore. I, Lilith McKellner can relate. Because when I was about fourteen, I was asked to grow up faster than I wanted to. Because I caused pain to someon...
