To: anthony@gmail.com
From: lilith@gmail.com
Subject: Attempt #8
I hurt myself today. It sung at first. But then I got used to it. I know you used to do it. I'm not sure if you still do it. I'm not sure of anything anymore. When you did it, did you feel a bit of relief when you did it? Did you tell yourself that you deserve it and that it helps make you feel less like a failure? I didn't feel anything. Just the sting of the blade and the blood dripping from my wrist. Other than that, nothing. I'm not trying to get pity or anything, I just want to know if you felt better afterwords. Did you ever feel better? Are you better? Do you think you'll ever be better?
-Lilith
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Hurt
Non-FictionIn some way people are messed up. It always hurts and sometimes you feel like nothing is okay anymore. I, Lilith McKellner can relate. Because when I was about fourteen, I was asked to grow up faster than I wanted to. Because I caused pain to someon...
