Insecure H.S Fanfic

Chapter 1 Anniversary

Oh and Harry Styles is not famous in this but he can sing.. Yes Elle is Demi Lavato and I love her she's an amazing singer and actor and this is fictional I only did her because she fitted.(:

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Elle's POV

Waking up in an empty apartment is sad, especially when it's me and my boyfriend Harry's 2 year anniversary..

Oh well maybe he forgot.

I get out of our queen double bed and make my way to the kitchen for a snack.

Just as i get there I find my amazing boy friend with I batch of pancakes in the middle of our table

"Happy anniversary babe!"

"Oh my god Harry this smells heavingly"

He kisses me on the cheek

Oh and one thing you should know is me and Harry haven't been really intimate since half a year ago, we peck and hug and cuddle we live together I just don't feel good enough I've gained 5 kg since a year ago and i don't want him to see me... I just push him away with it so he's stopped trying.. He still asks if we're OK but I say fine I'm just tired but really I feel worthless,ugly and fat and if he see's me he'll well I don't know...

"Earth to Elle"

Harry waves a hand over my face

"Huh sorry I was just day dreaming"

"So I was thinking maybe we could you know be a bit more intimate tonight you know what I mean.."

I stop Harry

"Harry, I can't you know that."

I feel sick I hate lying to him I just can't tell himthough

"Well! give me a reason you don't tell me shit anymore we used to fuck but now you've cut me off you can't keep doing this or maybe there's something wrong with US"harry screams

A tear slips out after more

"I'm sorry then I can't do this anymore"

More tears escape

I run to our bedroom and lock the door and just let it all out into my diary it has everything about what I think about our relationship and why I can't

Harry knocks on the door

"Babe come on let's talk about this I'm sorry you just need to talk to me..-

I heard him mutter love me after

"Harry whats more to talk about you don't want me anymore I understand and I do love you... so much "

I throw my clothes

In my duffle bag and unlock the door

" We can do this just, just ...try"

He comes in and kisses me against the wall and kisses

Me

I want to kiss back but I just

cant handle it

"Harry stop please"

I push him away

"Please tell me do you hate me why you doing this leaving

Always cutting me off!"

A tear slips out of his eye

I run out the door and leave him..taking my mini and putting my bag in the back seat.

This. Hurts. So. Much.

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Hey I feel like this is going to fast tell me in the comments what you think(:

Xx

Luc

Sorry for any spelling errors