Overdose (Exo fan fiction)

Chapter 4

Sehun's surrounding became cold as he rubbed the two hands together,  producing warmness to last until he return to Baekhyun's vacation house. While walking a long distance back, he couldn't help but think about her. Her image played in his mind and her words kept repeating over and over again. Judging that since it's past twelve, they must be asleep, but to his dismay, no. The hyungs were still enjoying themselves. He aimlessly walked around the compound of the big vacation house, he is not a party person for sure.

"I trust you to not tell anyone, Oh Sehun," That time when his father said that to him, he was only eleven, still immature and playful. That sentence made him draw a line between himself and his father, although he still respected him. What he witnessed was something unimaginable and at such a young age, he experienced betraying someone. Someone very important in his life. Since then too, he build walls that has not been able to be broken down by anyone, except his hyungs.

Not like he ignore them or anything, not to that extent, but he turned snobbish, arrogant, and not bright and outgoing like he used to be. Girls has only been an exception since he was small. He hang out with boys only, and she was the only girl who has destroyed the barrier he made between girls. But then, after managing to do so, she helped him build another strong one, because his trust for girls is long gone.

He would turn them down, if they confess, and would throw love notes and letters in the dustbin. But he excepted gifts, since he might as well enjoy the privilege of being popular... But to be honest, no. He hate being popular, he caught girls stalking him, but pretended not to notice, being a gentleman. Oh Sehun still has the nice side too, you know.

If someone ever ask which phase of his life would he want to go back to, he is very certain of his answer. "The day I betrayed someone," That was the biggest decision he had ever made. Everytime someone ask "Father or mother?", he will always think about the betrayal he made and would answer it with a silence. For an eleven year old to experience it, is quite a something ain't it?

'Sehun ah~ You're being such a party pooper," Jongin snapped him out from his thoughts as he closed his eyes, intending to relax his suddenly tensed body. "I'll stay here, you go enjoy," One thing only his hyungs know is that he isn't the old him, since he turned twelve. He transformed, to a wild, young teenage, compared to the bubbly and cute person he was. Nevertheless, deep inside him, his childish instict who needs the love and attention from his parents still remained till now, although it seems to be fading away as he grow older. "Jongin ah, I met Myungsoo. And I remembered her," He paused and tilted his head to see his reaction but maybe no, he dozed off. 

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Jimin carefully brushed strands of hair blocking her view of Baekhyun. She smiled, satisfied seeing his face.  Rushing into the house to get a blanket, she bumped into someone, looked who it was and ran past him. It was Oh Sehun. She didn't bother apologising, since she hated him ever since. He also didn't care much and went out. 

Just when she placed a blanket on Baekhyun, she saw him carefully opening the gate. He gave her one last glance and headed out. The beach somehow helped him clear his clouded mind, kind of meditating it. He felt much lighter after seeing the sunrise. "When the sun rises, yesterday is a history," Her soft touch will never he forget, because it once gave butterflies in his stomach.

"Alone? Can I join?" Sehun felt the need to look at the owner of the voice he's so familiar to. It can't be her. 

But it is her. Her sister, Eun Seohae. "You have already done so, anyways," Sehun adjusted his snapback, uncomfortably. "It's nice to see you again," She interjected,  hoping for a respond, but then let out a defeated sigh when all she get was silence.