Poems

Depression

Nov 10th 2017

1 Depression

You'll miss me when I'm gone. Especaillly the small things then the big ones. I know this depression is killing me deeply inside me. Slowly by each day. Im tirof fighting alone and by myself.. Wishing i had some help But there is no one around me to help me anymore. Please help me fight this illnesss away from me before it takes my life. Which it dfoes scare me sometimes when I thinkit will someday. Wishing I had my family to support me and help me with this. But I dont hold my breathe. So I know what you'll miss me when I'm gone, especailly the small things then the big ones. But I know I'll always love you and be there inside my heart always.

2 Depression kills

Living day by day; puting a smile on my face... so i dont worry people around me, but all I am just doing killing of the disease of depression!
Trying to figure out my life; Ugh... depresssion killls sometimes..

3 Pain is all I have now
it comes and goes.
I mever knows when it stops.
Some days get worse.
Then some days r good.
But pain is all I have now.

4 Depression
Depression is a sign neither weakness or strong. Its sign you are a fightrer,
I fought through the years of depression and sucidial all my life.
It made me stronger in life.
Made me storng women. I am a fighter I am a Beauitful person!!

A/N I will be adding more when I think of more through out time and add the date. I hope this chapter isn't hard on people. But I also hope it helps People too.. help them under what it means to some people and how hard it is to people too. what they go through life. Depression is illness and it doesn't go away without help by others, support and medication. Hope It helps. Comment and Vote please. Also these Poems are Homemade and came from inside my heart. So please do not still my ideas.

FEB 13, 2019

I am draining in my swallows by own pain. Wish I could dig myself out but I can't dig myself out this pain of swallow. My depression so deep I can barely breathe. Wish someone can help me escape. My demons are escaping and attacking me and making me that I can't breathe or making me insane. I can barely take the pain. I am draining in my swallows by own pain.

Wish I was stronger then I am now. So I can fight off my demons and fight off my battles of illness so easily like everyone else can but I can not. But I know I am not weak either because what I have become in life what life has given me. I have fought my battle of demons and mental illnesses and I will till I day I die. But I won't suffer because I know I am loved and cared for and that what the demons hate most..that what mental illnesses hate most.. So I keep my head up high and try fighting as best I can. Knowing I did what I could and I did my best.

Some demons u can't pass coz they are so horrible, but you gotta try to pass them, because they are apart of u. Next time u face now. Tell them they can't Hurt u. Just a sound, voice, shadow or sometime a person. Don't be afraid. Remember they aren't real.