who knew.

walking to school

I opened my house door to step outside to feel better and smelled the cold air inside my worm body but it still didn't even make my problems go away but that's what I truly wished for to not care or let anyone care about me, sometime that's all I want. nobody to care about me so if I cry at school nobody tells me why I'm crying. But other times I just want somebody to talk to and to hug but all these people died a long time ago, so I took another step to walk on the sidewalk, I started walking in till my neighbors said hi to me and offered a ride to school but I just said hi and said no thank you then kept walking for another 5 minutes I tried not to talk to anyone that ever said hi to me while walking but I just felt so cold I didn't feel anything or anyone touching or talking to me. It's been 10 minutes walking to school I can see the tip on the school but when it was 7:15 I was at the school walking to the big doors in the school thinking that they where the only thing that made me hide away from people who love or cared about me sometime I feel happy but when I become Happy nobody wants to talk to me so I never am happy.