Broken (Justin Bieber)

chapter 16

Annets pov

almost exactly 10 minutes after I hung up on Louis he showed up at jayleene's front door. right when he walked in he started searching for me, once he found me he flung me into a bear hug.

"we'll talk about the dream later." he whispered into my ear. I just nodded in response.

I feel so much safer in his arms. this is horrible. its not good. I don't want to be the kind of person that has to depend on her brother all her life. yes he's family and all but what if one day he starts getting annoyed with me? what if one day he starts a new life, making his own new family? ill just sit here and watch him be happy while I'm miserable.

after a while of jayleene telling Louis some of the events that happened today-yeserday whatever. and me zoning out most of the time she led us into the guest room.

other people might find it weird that I only sleep with my older brother and all but, its the only way I could get a good night's rest. after all the things that have happened in my life and that are still happening im one fucked up girl. I'm traumatized.

me and Louis walk into the room and towards the bed right when I think I might get away with not telling him about the dreem its as if he had read my thoughts

"don't think I forgot." he said "now tell me what this dream was about. I thought today would be the day you would sleep without me."

"you know thats not going to happen." I said taking a seat next to him on the bed. he joined me.

"so what was this nightmare about?"

ugh I really dont want to do this it was such a stupid dream.

"okay so it started off . . ." I tell Louis the story he waits untill Im completely done to talk.

"Annet, you know I would never do that right?" he asks me putting a finger under my chin to make me look at him. just nod in response.

"im serious Annet I want you to know I would never ever do that baby never."

"yea I know Louis."

"okay. as long as you know I wouldn't."

"let's go to sleep." I say  laying back on the bed he doesn't say anything just lays back down with me.

I lay there for what seems like eternity when in reality its only been about 10 minutes. still a lot though.

I have been stirring for the past five minutes non stop. I turn so I lay flat on my back I close my eyes for a second only to get frustrated with not being able to sleep. I punch the mattress only to have something grab ahold of my wrist. I turn my head only to see Louis laying on his back with his eyes closed. I look down and its his hand.

He intertwines our fingers and that instantly relaxes me. it just instantly hits me how when we were little that would be the only way he could get me to sleep. by holding my hand.

I cuddle closer to Louis only to be infunged with even more comfort. I lay there with Louis thinking about how grateful I am to have him with me. He's the only reason I have survived all this time.

"I love you Louis" is the last thing I say before consuming into pure darkness.

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short I know.