Broken (Justin Bieber)

chapter 35

Annets pov

The next like, two or three hours were spent with EVERYONE doing all sorts of tests on me.

After hours of testing, Louis talked to the doctor and asked for permission to take me out and leave. He hesitated but after a bit of convincing and puppy dog eyes he said yes.

The thing that sucks though is that I have to wear a leg brace Apparently my leg is 'broken' and by doing all my warm-ups  this morning, I messed it up a bit more. Funny cause I swear I didn't feel no pain. Yet again they did have me like basically drugged.

After waiting for Louis to get ready, I put my shoes on and grab my crutches, walking to the front office to sign out.

After all the papers are signed me and Louis head to the double doors , I take the first step out and am inlove with the weather. Its beautifully sunny. God how I miss the outdoor.

My Love for the weather was soon rudely interrupted by someone dragging me forward.

"Hurry up Annet. we ain't got Time to just stand there and stare at nothing." Louis tells me.

"Sorry I just wanted to catch up on the things I haven't seen in how long?."

"3 months." I hear him mutter under his breath.

My eyes widen in shock as I stop on the spot. Louis also stops with me turning to look at my shocked expression.

"3 what?!!" I yell

"Three months." He clarifys

I stand there trying to prosses the fact that I was in a coma for 3 fucking months!!

"I was alone for three fucking months Annet!!" Louis yells his eyes brimming with salty tears. "My everything was in what seemed like an endless sleep! You know the doctor said you might never wake up!!! Do you have any idea how hard that was for me to prosses?!" By now his tears have betrayed him. He's full on sobbing.

"Imagine having to see the only person I have in a hospital bed for 3 fucking months! everyday I would look at you and just cry my heart out!" He whipes his tears angrily.

"I don't think you have any idea how much pain my heart has been in. Not just from you being in a coma, but from all the shit you've been through. Annet I've seen you get beat, raped every single horrible imaginable thing that could ever be done to a little girl." By now I'm trying my hardest to keep my sobs quiet. I need him to let out what he's been holding in all this time.

"Yea I've gone through all the shit but not as bad as you!! I just- I just feel like its all my fault!!!"

"No! Stop Louis. Just stop. listen to me." I grab his face in my hands and force him to look at me. "This is NOT your fault. You can't control what those monsters do. Please just stop blaming yourself." My voice cracks. "I'm so sorry for making you go through all that I truly am. Louis I love you with all my heart. You're my big brother the only person who hasn't let me down. And I'm so very thankful for that."

The look in his eyes brakes me a little bit more if that's any possible.

"I just can't stand seeing you hurting..." he whispers into my shoulder.

"I'm fine... I'm okay." probably the biggest lie I've told yet.

Louis looks down at me with his eyebrows scrunched together "I can see right through you Annet. You are nowhere near being 'fine' and if I'm not mistaken you're past broken. " Ugh I hate it how he knows me so well.