Broken (Justin Bieber)

chapter 17!

Annets pov

I wake up to what probably was the best sleep I've had in ages. I'm snuggled up with Louis and he's knocked out! he sleeps like a baby when he sleeps with me.

I swear I love my brother so much. sucks we have to go back to that hell hole called "home" back to being raped beat and hurting myself.

yes I did say hurting myself. please dont even bother asking why? my life's a living hell.i n all honesty I would much rather die than live.

I don't cut on obvious places like my wrists. no. I cut on the high top of my thighs right under my boob etc just hidden parts. it hurts just enough to make me forget the shit hole of the life I live in. athey hurt but I treat them like if it was any other scratch, put a bandaid on it and its alright.

I look around for my phone and when I find it I check the time 12:37 pm. wow we slept a lot.

I stretched making that weird noise. I feel shifting next to me and see Louis doing the exact same thing. weird.

throughout the day me jayleene and Louis  just are and watched Netflix and being relaxed something rare for me and Louis.

it was about 9 when me and Louis were going home. the car ride quiet as can be. nothing had to be said to know we don't want to go home.

we arrive at the house in 10 minutes tops. too fast. all the lights seem to be off so hopefully their sleeping.

I just stand there, looking at the door. I really don't want to go in there. but I guess I have to. seconds later Louis is standing next to me.

"ready?" he whispers. I close my eyes and nod. he opens the door slowly trying not to make too much noice. luckily we make it in without waking anyone up we head into our rooms and I immediately grab my stuff to shower.

adjusting the shower temperature I walk in and let the hot water relax all my tense muscles. after a couple of minutes of just standing there I start actually showering. I wash my hair, my body, face etc put conditioner on my hair and after its all washed out and I feel clean enough I turn the water off.

I step out and dry myself off wrapping my wet hair in a towel. I put on my undergarments. and change into my pj's. finally I brush my teeth.

walking out of my bathroom I'm smacked by the cold air. I scurry over to my big bed and hide under the warm covers. I'm dozing off into sleep when I remember I forgot to turn off the light. Ughh.

groaning I get up and drag myself over to the lights flicking them off making my room pitch back. I look over to the clock next to my bed and the time reads 10:37 pm. its not too late.

I'm sleeping when out of nowhere I hear a door slam!  I wake up in a heartbeat knowing very well who it is.

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