Hard not Life

21

L I A
C H A P T E R 21
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MONTH LATER

My life was finally back on track the first month of me being outside the hospital was rough and thanks to Dave I don't know what would have happen . Yes Mila and Mech helped me out during the time , but Dave really helped me and stayed with me everyday damn day and I missed him truly . I haven't heard from him in a mouth and I been worried I called him and he wouldn't answer my phone calls or text - I wasn't even sure if he was my boyfriend anymore he didn't talk to me anymore . Mech haven't seen him since the date and that was a damn disaster and Mila haven't seen him around the complex nobody have heard from Dave .

I was at the mall with Trey my ex from high school and we finally reconnect after what happen at the club ; we totally didn't want to get back together at the moment cause we been to busy with everything . I had my dance recital and that went well and Ill be going to California next month to go dance over there for a few then come back and my business been really great and I found out that Sharon the lady who sold me the business helped me get to the hospital.

Someone had badly beaten me that night and I ended up in the hospital and I still can't seem to remember who did the crime ,"you okay ?" Tray asked as I licked my ice cream and shook my head ,"yeah just thinking ." I said as Trey nodded his head as he had a bright yellow wind break on and it looked good with his skin color and his white teeth .

Trey still was single and haven't been involved with anybody since he moved here and I was the only person he kissed since he been here also ,"thinking about Dave ?" He asked as I nodded my head ,"yeah ; I'm really worried about him ." I said as I haven't heard from him I wasn't sure if he was dead or not and I didn't want to think that way cause I felt sick to my stomach .

I really loved that man and I also regret that I shouldn't have over reacted at that dinner date and maybe we would be doing something crazy together. I don't know what was wrong with me then but I was stress because I was putting so much stress on Dave and I knew that I was but I ignored it because of my selfish needs - I really needed him and sometimes when I didn't need him I used him to my benefit. I knew what my mental state was off and he's helped me recollected everything by driving me around every day and taking me to the business and me getting use to people again . I was truly sorry for that month that Dave had to really take care of me - he had drug deals to deal with and gangs that he looked over just for me and I didn't really thank him enough .

"Is he dead-." I cut him off ,"don't say that please cause every time I think about that I get a panic attack seriously ." I said as Trey looked down at his ice-cream in a cup and pushed his spoon into it as I knew that he hated when I talked  about Dave to him .

I think Trey still had feelings for me ,"why don't you just go see him then ?" He asked as he gave me a stern voice as I changed the subject ,"how the ice cream you seem pissed at it ." I said as he looked up at me and cracked a smile as he looked back down .

"I'm not pissed at it - this mall is making me bored ." He said as I nodded my head a so pinned my hair back ,"can we go back to your palace then ?" I asked as he smiled and stood up as I stood up to and we walked out the mall together eating our ice cream as I missed doing this as teens back when we date .

It was still cool now .

D A V E

I woke up as I was in complete darkness; this is how I been feeling for two months - I was just told I had depressing by my doctor form having side affects from helping out with Lia when she came home from the hospital. He said that all the pressure and stress I was facing was becoming a sick depressed feeling and it lead me here . I haven't been happy since - I haven't been outside in a few and I nearly been eating anything since I been sleeping so much . I turned my phone off and didn't communicate with anyone and the only person who been over is my dad and he's been trying to make me get out my bed but I just can't . I told him not to tell anyone if I'm alive or not and when I'm ready to come out I will come out .