Entry #28

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The worst feeling is being alone
It makes you experience things on your own
Without someone you can hold on
On times your fears get in your bone

The worst feeling is not being alone
It is being helpless
Like your just an abandoned broken phone
Believing yourself as worthless

The worst feeling is not being helpless
It is being pitied
Smiling for their act of goodness
Though deep inside you are tormented

The worst feeling is not being pitied
It is being discouraged
Thinking to yourself that your not good
Taking in their harsh words you can't manage

The worst feeling is not being discouraged
It is being disappointed
When expectations made reality a savage
Terrifying you with high hopes being hunted

The worst feeling is not being disappointed
It is being depressed
Crying yourself to sleep everyday
Stuck in a world of distress and misery

The worst feeling is not depression
Nor any of those mention
But it is drowning in this inevitable emotion
An emotion that brought both woe and satisfaction

Love is that unknown, worst, inevitable feeling
It is a battle field wherein you only brought a blunt sword
Yet, willingly you're kicking and fighting
Filled with bruises and agony, you still crossed the ford

The ford of pain, distress and suffering
Which led to a wonderful land of ecstasy
Yes, indeed love is the worst feeling
But it is the best key to tame misery

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