As pain increased throughout his body he realised that it will get worse if he stay there so he picked himself up and fell again but this time his head banged against the tub making him blackout for what felt like a few days but was 10 minutes when he awoke he shrieked in the pain erupting and banging ta his head but he got up and reached out for the tub this tub and threw himself in it.
He began to unbutton his shirt revealing his slim honey skin bruised to the bone he slid off his pants and his now revealed thighs felt smooth like silk was slipping through his hands but the sadness soon came over as the silk had its beautiful colour ruined by the ugly redness dripping across his hands . His hands rubbed over his thighs resulting in them turning red he wanted everything pretty. The world should just be beautiful why can't I achieve this he thought and these thoughts always remained whether they were at the back of his head or right behind his eyes they were always there.
His face was slowly crumbling , his heart was crumbling faster and his mind? His mind had already drowned in his pain it had left to another world waiting for Taehyung to join and thats what he did ..
Taehyung grabbed the taps and put them on and lowered himself to the bottom of the tub. The water rushed out and Taehyung shut his lips and his eyes followed , he heard Jungkook's giggles but he felt cold water splash across his skin as blood swam with the water which annoyed him as he wanted to feel Jungkook's strong arms wrapped around him . As the water level increased and Taehyung began shivering , the cold had abruptly stopped his thinking , the water had covered his skin and was reached his nose and eyes to fully complete its job but his beautiful hazelnut eyes fluttered open. If his eyes were wood you would never need to become a crafter to craft the wood as it already was such a beauty the different swirls of brown and white the different mixes of gold and yellow shined through the pink water.
He didn't want to end it here . Maybe he could've for one more minute he thought as he used the little strength in him to push his hands out and use the tub as support his hands were still stained with blood , he reached out and covered his body with the white shirt it hugged him tightly but lacked the warmth of Jungkook which brought a smile to his face but fed him with sadness again , the though of Jungkook made him feel suicidal .
Maybe there was something in the cupboard behind the mirror he reached for the sink and open the cupboard behind ht mirror where he saw bottles of pills.He reached out for one and gulped as he saw the bottle and let the tears slips out as he opened the cap.
Let the world be beautiful.
