39. Giving up on you

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Sierra Wellington

I walked and sit in front of him. He smile at me.

"Let's talk." I said when I sit on my chair.

"Easy girl.. I'm hungry? Don't you?" Ethan smile at me.

"No. I'm not." Then my stomatch just give a roar like a sign disapproval with what I'm saying.

I can't help my self to not smiling with this while he staring at me and smiling too.

"Come on.. why you just kept angry with me? Let's have lunch and talking?"

"Okay." I take the menu and order pasta and ice lemon tea.

"Go on." I give him sign to start talking.

"I know that I just confessed my feeling through you. I try to being honest with you. I know that I shouldn't but I can't control myself for that."

"You shouldn't Ethan, Don't you know that I'm the one that felt so much guilty about it. I keep talking about him for years without know anything about these. Why you did this to me? I'm hurting you more than you ever deserve.. and I don't like it" I said.

"I know I'm sorry about it too. I tried to telling you the truth many times but I'm just being an ass, a loser one that stay hide all of these. I tried Sierra, and I'm still working for these. I just want you to know all of these cause maybe this the only way to start the new chapter of my life with you still in it... as my best friend or my sister"

"How?" I baffled.

"I'm giving up on you. I know how much you love him, and I don't want to ruin your happiness, I know you tried so hard with your own little family and I will not ruin it. I thought that I had a chance when you tell me that Axel didn't love you and didn't want you as you are. I thought that I can give you love better than him. Then I realized, I saw that. I saw his eyes when he kissed you at the charity. He wants you and he loves you." He smile bitterly.

"I was so angry because I know that mean there's no more chance for me when I saw you and him like that, he loves you so did you...at that night, I just exploded and confessed everything."

"I'm sorry cause I hurt you so much." I wipe my tears.

"Hey, don't cry.. am I the one that made you crying?" I smile and nodded.

"People said love you to the moon and back. Moon is so far away, 384.400 km from the earth. Can you imagine loving someone that much? I'm sorry Ethan, cause my heart still choosing him, even my love more than the distance between the moon and the earth." I looking at him.

"I know it Sierra. I want to fixed everything now. I want you to know, I'm start dating with a girl." He said.

"Really? don't lied to me."

"No.. I'm not lying. I just talking and meet her for the past three days. Here." He show me a picture of a girl.

"She's so cute. Can I meet her?" I asked while taking his phone.

"Yes you will. So.. please don't avoiding me again. You will always be my sister and my best friend." He messed up my hair.

"Stop it Ethan." I said and laughing.

"How many times should I said to you to stop looking my wife." We both take a look and suddenly Axel punch Ethan.

"Axel"

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