Treat me like I'm dumb
Disown me; I'm so numb.
I can't feel my tears anymore
Crying for an escape
Crying but I'm too late
I can't think straight, I'm torn.
No one knows I'm dying
I sit at home crying
No one gives a fuck about my life
What if I took the pills to cope
What if I'm hanging from a rope
I scream as I cut with the knife
Sharp edges, frayed lines
I've tried to tell you a thousand times
I'm not okay, never have been
If I die tonight, I'll stay unclean
Hold these razors, they're all mine.
I've tried to tell you a thousand times
You won't believe the things I've seen.
If I die tonight, I'll stay unclean.
I want to stay unclean.
Hit me so I can feel pain.
I'm loosing all feeling, harm me again.
There's fire in my body and my skin.
I don't want to be saved,
I've tried so hard to be brave.
I've tried so hard not to sin.
I drag my body through every day
Now your words are childs play
I'll forget everything you ever said
Beneath the line I am chained
Separating the crazy from the sane
Kill me now, leave me dead
Sharp edges frayed lines
I've tried to tell you a thousand times
I'm not okay, never have been
If I die tonight, I'll stay unclean
Hold these razors, they're all mine.
I've tried to tell you a thousand times
You won't believe the things I've seen.
If I die tonight, I'll stay unclean.
I want to stay unclean.
You think your words don't hurt me
You think your punches don't faze me
You think your threats don't scare me
You think your laughs don't haunt me
You words don't hurt
Your punches don't faze
Your threats don't scare
Your laughs don't haunt
Sharp edges frayed lines
I've tried to tell you a thousand times
I'm not okay, never have been
If I die tonight, I'll stay unclean
Hold these razors, they're all mine.
I've tried to tell you a thousand times
You won't believe the things I've seen.
If I die tonight, I'll stay unclean.
I want to stay unclean.
You words don't hurt
Your punches don't faze
Your threats don't scare
Your laughs don't haunt
They fucking do!
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italics are screamed, bold is chorus :)
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Random Poem Collection
PoetryI guess this is where my thoughts will be stored. I would like if these ended up to be lyrics one day, I just have no fucking sense of tune so for now they will just remain as poems.
