Breakdown

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Suddenly, I've clicked

My view is changing, rearranging

Maybe I'm just sick

So I'll let go of whatever I'm holding

-

There's nobody here with me

This is just how I've grown, so alone

I'm anything but free

So I'll let go of whatever I'm--

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But if you promise that you'll stay
Promises were meant to be broken anyway
The door is already unlocked
And I'm counting down the days
But if you say you're gonna go
I'll tell myself I should have known
So the door is already unlocked
And I'm counting down the days
Until you leave
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I'll close my eyes and cry

The room is shaking and I am breaking

I scream out, shout "why?"

But I already know the answer

-

I think I see you there

Outside the window, where the wind blows

All I can do is stare

Because I already know the

--
But if you promise that you'll stay
Promises were meant to be broken anyway
The door is already unlocked
And I'm counting down the days
But if you say you're gonna go
I'll tell myself I should have known
So the door is already unlocked
And I'm counting down the days
Until you leave

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I can't control my breath

I've finally cracked, no turning back

And it's scaring me to death

The room is spinning, it's out of control

-

I've forgotten how to speak

I open my mouth, no sound comes out

All I wanna do is sleep

But the room is spinning, it's out of

--
But if you promise that you'll stay
Promises were meant to be broken anyway
The door is already unlocked
And I'm counting down the days
But if you say you're gonna go
I'll tell myself I should have known
So the door is already unlocked
And I'm counting down the days
Until you leave

--

I don't want to hold on anymore

I'm letting go

I can't hold on anymore

All I've got to do is let go

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its not my best but i kinda like the idea
it basically is different symptoms of having a mental breakdown: hallucinations, mood swings, depressing thoughts etc
italics is the chorus, but i think you knew that

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