Journal Of Little Indian Girl.

Bisexual.

Okay. So here I am again. I was not thinking to write anything in a while, but today something happened which really changed my way of thinking.

So in the noon I installed a texting app. It was more of a sort of random texting. So I just installed it and had an utterly bad experience in the beginning. But how things ended just compensated all of the bad things.

So let me tell you that this app was a random texting app. I think all the people whom I interacted with were Indians only. I think it was an Indian app. So in the beginning all the people with whom I interacted with were mostly boys who were just and just interested in sexting. It annoys me so much that instead of knowing the other person well, people start asking for boob size, pictures, photo of my hand, nudes and what not. I am not saying sexting is bad..many people like it but forcing and creepily requesting girls for nudes is something which just disgusts me. I just hate this. HATE!

Now let me tell you I am not at all a sexting person. And don't worry I didn't do anything silly. It was an experiment which just didn't go well.

It would not have bothered me if it was a sexting sort of app. It clearly said random texting. Okay enough of this now. I don't think if I continue to yell about it, it's gonna end. So guys be careful and specially girls. People can be so disgusting, I got to know today. Like no guy was even interested in talking to me if I told them that I was a male. It's stupid. Total stupid. They only want to talk to girls and asks for nudes. Wow! Such graceful actions..

I talked to about 20 boys in which 15 of them wanted pictures of me. I don't know what on earth would they have go with a single picture of mine. Rest 4 seemed to be fine. And the last one just left a solid impact on me.

Now till this time I was super irritated so I was pretending to be a boy. So this boy was the only one who really talked to me (as a boy). I got to know he was bisexual so I told him the truth that I am a girl and said sorry. Then in a while I got to know he was a biotech scientist. He had a girlfriend. And no body in his family or friends know that he is a bisexual. I asked him to tell this to his girlfriend but he said "she won't understand". He said," its really difficult to come out as bisexual in a country like India". Then I talked about my future plans, what I want to study and stuff. This boy was so inspiring. He was so sweet and genuine. I have started to respect all genders now irrespective of their sexuality. Those idiotic boys stand nowhere in front of this boy! He even advised me that this app was not a good for girls and I should uninstall it. He wished me luck and said " Keep working hard. You have a bright future, friend. " "Just focus on you aim".

I was so touched by such a gesture. He seriously had a heart of gold. And going by his advise I uninstalled that stupid app. It was a matter of only 6 hours with that app and in that span I got to learn so much.
Well now I have no way to contact that person again, but I wish he gets what he deserves in life.

P.s. Don't think i am without any work as I was wasting my time on stupid apps. I was tired all day studying and as it was weekend so I took a break. Okay..

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**it's 1am and I still have a quarter of a lesson left. Hah!! Plus I am feeling super sleepy now. God god god, don't don't let me sleep until I am done with this lesson**