Prince had always liked Anxiety. He knew better than anyone they would never be a couple. I can still dream though, I am Thomas's fanciful side after all.
I'm wrapped underneath millions of blankets like a child, hunched over my laptop. The next movie on my playlist is 'The Nightmare before Christmas'. Virgil... The image of the poster floated to my mind. My mind floated to a dream state or well a more dreamier state. and great! I've spilled my orange juice all over the keyboard. The laptop crackles, broken. The movie abruptly stops. I hear crying from afar.
"Who's crying? And at this time of night??" ((A/N: me bish)) "The only room near mine is..."
"Virgil" I throw on red and white pj's to go with my normal clothes. A prince always has to look his best. I sprint down the halls knocking into various objects Patton probably left lying around. I swing open the door to find him curled up in a half-fetal position in his bed.
"Anxiety!! Whats wrong?" he won't respond to me. His breathing quickens. The crying intensifies, I repeat myself a couple more times.
"You can't help me, no one can. JUST LEAVE" pain flooded his voice. He's right, I can't help if I don't know whats happening. I grab his phone turn on fall out boy put an earphone in his ear and snuggle next to him.
"You're right, I can't help you, yet. but I won't leave, I'll wait until you're calm then I'll help and it'll be okay. You'll be ok" by this point Anxiety has sat up and is resting his head on my shoulder, humming along to the song.
"I think I'm ready" an unsteady voice spoke into my ear. He was still on the edge of freaking out, anything I do could make it worse.
"I think I should stay away from everyone" he bursts into tears. "I-I make things worse and... I'll end up killing Thomas an-and all I do.. is worry and weigh you guys down" a small sigh escapes his mouth. "JUST FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO REPLACE ME. LET ME DIE AND FIND SOMEONE BETTER." tears flow from his tear ducts, every word making Anxiety's senses more heightened.
"Anyone is better than me.."
I'm stuck for words...
"See. you can't even say anything IM THAT MUCH OF A FAILURE."
He's my inspiration. "I should have killed myself before you came in"
On and on he continues, does he really think this way about himself? "You, Logan and Patton hate me why should I stick around?"
"GODDAMMIT VIRGIL! I LOVE YOU" now I'm crying. "YOU ARE WORTH SO MUCH. YOU'RE WHAT INSPIRES ME. YOU GROUND ME WHEN MY IDEAS ARE TOO HIGH IN THE SKY. I COULD NEVER HATE YOU." I engulf Anxiety in a hug and bury my head into his chest.
Realisation struck me, I just told someone who probably hates me that I love them. Quickly I release myself from his grip. "What do you think of that?..."
The only response I hear is silence, yeah he probably thinks I'm a weirdo. He bursts into tears again this time him burying himself in my arms repeating 2 words over and over. 'I'm sorry'. I lead him to the bed where we sit and he continues sobbing his heart out. he stops, maybe he's feeling better?
"Princey, I know I'm not the most stable or happy person but will you go out with me?"
".....Yes!" I wrap my arms around him.
I hear one from thing from him before he drifts asleep. "I don't think I could have hurt you that way if I killed myself".
Yay! My unedited story! that won't end up being a one-shot most likely HA Sue me! ~Azari
Edit: It's only been 15 minutes and im making a "what would of happened if Prince didn't come?" version. There'll be a lotta angst ~Azari
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Angsty Prinxiety One-Shot's
FanfictionThis book is for all the people who want to see them sad and kiss. (maybe fuck who knows). It's all angst here. Enjoy your stay. The one part there is (so far): Virgil attempts suicide but princey finds him. "Why...?": Same as before but Prince find...