Angsty Prinxiety One-Shot's

Why...?

A/N: This will contain triggering content, I'd say but it'd spoil the story. This is what happened if Roman didn't come

Prince's POV

"It's been 3 weeks Princey, you have to come out" Patton knocked on the door, beginning to become extremely worried. Princey, that's what Virgil called me. Patton knocked again

"Roman. Gone is gone" he didn't hear the rest of the sounds but it was certain everyone else came to entice him to leaving his room.

/Flashback/

I casually strolled out my room and walked downstairs to the kitchen.

Patton's room, pot plant, stone. I continued naming everything I saw. poster of steven universe, blood pooling from a door, Logan's r- wait blood pooling from a door?? I stepped closer, what could be going on in there? the sign read that its Anxiety's room.

"Anxiety?" no response. "Anxiety open the door" What's going on?

".... Anxiety?" I bust open the door breaking most of the wood. To find a blood-covered personality lying on the floor.Despite all the blood covering the floor I ran over to him.

What's going on? What happened?

"PATTON! THOMAS! LOGIC!! ANYONE... help" I grasped around his chest pulling him tight into my arms. I won't let him go. Crying, tears flowed. I rocked back and forth, I cradled him in my arms. WHO TOOK HIM AWAY FROM ME!! I NEED AN EXPLANATION FOR THIS.

Turns out I didn't want the one I got.

My dearest Prince,

I guess you could say this is 'my letter'. So I'll try and make it poetic, just for you.

What? What letter is he talking about?

Though I'll be gone. I'll continue to watch over you,

Make sure you never get hurt.

I'm sorry Princey, but I fell deep into this abyss... Years ago

I don't want to let you go

But my mind and gun call for my head and heart.

no no no!! this can't be true. He can't be gone. A quiver could be heard across the room

This way I won't be able to hurt you anymore.

Teach me how to say goodbye.

Roman. I'll see you on the other side. Take your time, my love.

/End Flashback/

I never took my chance. I should have said how much I cared about you. I should have said how I loved you. I opened the door.

"I'm going to make a video just me. Thomas, I need your camera." I set up the lighting and tripod, everything was set. I hit record.

"Believe it or not but me, Patton, Logan and... an- and Virgil aren't just parts of a script. we are real. And I need to tell you the truth" I took a deep breath and continued. I'll put in the theme here.

"You may have noticed that both A-Anxie-xiety and I weren't in the last video. I may not be in another one for a while and Anxiety will never return" I could feel the tears falling to the ground, it didn't matter the fanders should know what's going on.

"I should say there will be triggering content later on. Let's begin with my emotions, now I know a lot of you shippers figured it out but I hav-had a massive crush on Anxiety. I would slain any dragon witch for him." This part got harder and it will only become worse.

"This is my story for being away. I woke up to an average day, I was smiling, ready to film a video. I walked down the hall looking at the objects around me when-" I hit stop on the video. I needed to breathe. "When I see a pool of blood out from Virgil's door. Of course, I run in. I won't go into detail but.. he shot himself in the head and heart. I wouldn't let go of him for days" I'm talking through the emotion flooding my voice.

"I became unresponsive and until this day I haven't left my room. This affected my life so much and NOTHING will ever be the same. I will forever love him and Virgil if you're from heaven or in another life are reading this, please know I will love you till the day I die." I've full on broken down at this point.

"So please.. If you know anyone who is going to try and kill themself. Tell them not to or show them this video. It doesn't just affect them. This is serious. I love you all." I end the video, edit in the title and post it.

I quickly scatter back to my room. Who knows how long I'll stay there for.