Hanahaki

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A/N:: I love this AU and there isn't enough prinxiety Hanahaki. Also, I got this idea from luna_zgamer go check her one-shots out. + I needed to spare my crush emotions some thought here.

Anxiety's POV

We begin to film another Sanders sides video, I have a feeling the fanders will enjoy this. That's exactly why Thomas and I will be a nervous after posting it.

Everything is going fine until Princey replies "unlike emo nightmare over here" and points his thumb in my direction. I mean, this is normal I can handle it. But it's off script. Instinctively I reply. "So you can do any better Prince? Heh. I doubt it". Soon enough we're in a full-blown argument and the video might as well be canceled because he's not stopping anytime soon.

As much as I'd like him too...

"Yeah? Well yo-" Princey's voice is cut off by the sounds of me coughing into my hands. I look down. Flowers? No... It can't be

I stuff them in my pocket hoping the others don't notice.

"I'm gonna get going," I say and begin to sink down. I hear a bunch of others worry, asking if I'm ok. they've never cared before so I don't' bother answering them.


I dash into the bathroom and cough up about 18 more flowers, in their own twisted way, they're beautiful but also killing me. I hear a knock on the door. Before I can reply they've entered anyway.

"Hello? Anxiety? I think I know what sickness you are dealing with." with that voice, void of emotion it must be Logan.

"What is it? Talk quickly before I puke flowers again"

"It's called Hanahaki". He replies, shit I was right. "You will cough up flowers till you see a black one after that you have one day to live. The cause of this problem is if your crush is unrequited. If they begin to like you, the flowers will hurt less. If they Love you and kiss you. Then you'll be cured."

I'm fucked, Princey will never love me. "The other option is a surgery but that removes your romantic emotions for him".


It's been a year since the surgery and my feelings for Roman are like I broke up with him, all I can do is reminisce upon them. I've stayed in my room the entire time not wanting to face Logan or Prince. I hear someone at my door.

"Anxiety. May I enter?" I immediately recognize the voice to be Princey. "Come in, what do you want Prince?" I sneer, everything's back to how it was before. He walks into my room and sits on my bed whilst staring at all my Disney posters.

"You've been in your room for an awfully long time, even for you. Is everything ok?" he rests his hand on my shoulders, worry evident in his voice.

I shove his hand off and retreat to being defensive, like the old days. "Doesn't matter, it's been a whole fucking year. You've never come to talk in all this time. I've been doing my job, so why do you care?" I can't help but roll my eyes at the sight of this prick. WHAT? I DONT TALK LIKE THIS... THE SURGERY MUSY BE ACTUALLY WORKING!!

"Well because" he tilts his to the side 

"I think" No, shit. 

"I may love you Virgil" Tears threaten to spill but I hold them in. "I can't love you Princey"

The expression on his face changes to disappointment. "I'll leave you to your wellbeing, bye Anxiety" he walks out I run after him but he's disappeared.  I teleport to the lounge where Prince is crying into Patton and Logan's arms. I hide in the corner, half listening to their conversation.

I think Logan says he knew this would end badly, Roman is in tears though. It's obvious they don't know how to deal with this. I reveal myself from the corner. 

"I'd like to speak with Prince, alone" I almost spit out his name but control myself.

"YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO TALK TO HIM AFTER WHAT YOU SAID TO HIM" Patton yells in my face, Logic calms him and convince's them to leave us be.


Roman toughens up and faces the other way to me. My face droops, I was hoping he would listen to me but Morality is right. "Please let me explain"

"What? What could you possibly have to say that would justify to smug look on your face when I said 'i love you'?" The look in his eyes made me fill with regret for choosing surgery over Roman. 

"If only this had happened a year earlier..." I sigh and take my jacket and top off revealing a huge scar running down the center of my chest. Roman's eyes widen, as he runs his fingers down it I winch from the pain that was still there. 

"I meant what I said. 'I can't love you', literally. I was diagnosed with hanahaki. But way before that my heart would leap at that chance. I spent all year not wanting to face the truth of what happened" Roman has stopped weeping and is just staring at me intently. "I can never love you again, and soon enough it'll be back to like when we hated each other".


"I understand. And I still love you, I will until the day I die. Even if you will never love me back."

He smiles and leaves the room. Why did I even have that conversation? I hate him.


A/N:: Well personally, I think Anxiety will Forget everything having do with his crush on Prince. And one day It'll destroy Prince. But I am an evil god of angst so...

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