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Prince's POV

Recently I feel different. I haven't come up with idea's for the last couple of videos, Thomas has been going to Patton for love advice, there aren't many dragon witches left to slay and I think... Virgil hates me.

"Princey? You with us?" Patton asked.

"Yes, I just phased out. ....I was thinking of rescuing a damsel" mummers of 'that's our princey' were heard for the other sides. God.... What was I doing? I don't even remember the last time I sang every Disney song in alphabetical order. FOCUS ROMAN. We still have at least another 10 minutes left to film. I should listen to what panic at the everywhere has to say, not that his ideas are any better than mine.

"Yes, everyone here plays a big role in Thomas's life. For example, without me, Thomas would not be able to read all the harry potter books, or keep up with important work." Logan monologed. Jeez, how long was I in my own world for?

"Ooh and I help Thomas with what's right and wrong! like when he was going to have salad, we order pizza instead" Patton continued on with Logan's train of thought. A mumble of 'that's not how it works' could be heard by a certain nerd.

"And Princey- What does princey do?" Virgil snarkily remarked.

"Awwwwh, that's not very nice kiddo!" Patton added on to the emo's comment. Without even a chance to say a word on the topic, they moved onto another subject.

For the rest of the video I didn't pay attention, what was even the point? They have the video set out they don't need me. I finished with a witty quip and went down like I normally do.


It has been a month and it's time for another video, this was almost an exact repeat of the last video. God, why am I so down?

These months just keep on rolling by, occasionally a new video will be made but I can stay in my room and play it off as 'another Disney marathon'. Which used to happen extremely often.


Why am I so useless?


"Prince, I need to talk with you." I floated up and saw all the other sides and Thomas staring at me. Staring through me.

"Why am I needed here?" This is quite obviously an intervention. "Is there another video?"

Virgil was the first to speak up, "quit the crap princey. We know what's going on." Virgil cares, that's a first.

I know I couldn't keep hiding it from them any longer, I went to talk when suddenly I hear, "Kiddo, we know you've been stealing Logan's Crofter's jelly."

...was that what they thought was going on?

I laugh an obviously fake chuckle and say, "yeah, you caught me out. I won't do that anymore." I sunk down and went back to my room.


On my gold bedsheets, I see a very disgruntled Virge. "Virgil. Wh-what are you doing here?"

He walks up to me and standing a few centimetres away from my face. My face lights up red like Christmas lights. "They might not know what's going on but I do," he states.

"Virgil I'm fin-"

"Bullshit!" He sneers and comes even closer to me. "You know what you're doing and you refuse to tell anyone how depressed you really are." He don't use the word 'depressed' lightly, he knows what he's talking about.

"I don't know what you're talking about. I am Thomas' creativity, it's not possible for me to be depressed. Besides, why would you care?" I play it off.

"I care more than you think Roman, don't think you can stay like this forever it's going to eat you up." He pauses for a moment. "I won't tell Patton but you need help. I wasn't always always anxiety you know? I used to be a different side" It's fairly obvious he means depression.

There's no response so I just hug him, he pats me, which is probably the best he can do. "I don't hate you" is all he says.

"I don't hate you either. J-Delightful." I know that's all that'll come out of this conversation but maybe in some other world I'll get help.


Virgil leaves the room. I know he's going to come back, I know I want him to come back. Maybe he can save me this one time.

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