Ryan & Alley.

Part Four.

Chapter 4

We laugh and have fun as the weeks pass, I think you love too.

Its summer and you're back as normal.

Your hair is long almost past your butt now the brown streaked with lavender, 'cause you love purple you said', your so bright and bubbly.

I just want you as mine, I think you want that too Alley cat.

Then when summer ends I get news that breaks me again and affects us too.

I have to go to New York with my dad, I don't know when I'll be back, maybe when I get back you'll have a boyfriend, I pray you don't.

We promise each other that we'll talk and text each other as much as possible.

I leave the next week, you cry a lot while I try to comfort you.

When its time to go, I hug you five times before I leave with my dad, when I'm in the car I cry, dad won't tell me when we'll be back.

Turns out you lied to me, not once have you text me or replied back.

Its now been three years since I've last seen or heard from you.

I've tried but not even your parents tell me about you, its as if you don't even exist anymore.

You're 17 now, Alley cat. I miss you alot.

I'm but a shell of the boy you once knew, there's no other girl like you. Trust me I've searched.

Why did you break my heart Alley cat?

My dad and I hardly say two words to each other, I hate him for making me lose you but you know what? I hate you the most Alley.

What happened to you? We were so close and you just dropped me like useless garbage?

But I know you better Al, something happened to you.

I often wonder, who was the lucky guy to give you your first kiss? To taste your sweet lips? I wish so bad that it could have been me. Your lips belong to me Al.

I've taken to stalking your social media profiles, since you've clearly forgotten about me. Sometimes you post about a boy, is it me?

You post about how he was your life and now your nothing, I pretend its me because I wanted to be that to you Alley cat, I still want do, though i fucking hate myself for it.

The girls here swarm around me like bees to honey, i'm not gonna lie i've had my fair share of girls but none of them compare to you.

I don't know why i'm so obsessed with you, we've never even kissed. But I just can't get over you and thats why I hate you.

I hate that I made Clara cry when she confessed her love for me after three months of being together, I wish that I could've loved her but I don't.

Three years later and I still belong to you, Alley cat.

My friends make fun of me all the time but I couldn't careless what they say.
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