Lusting Over You

Thoughts

" I guess I can say I'm here because I struggle from sexual addiction and I have trouble keeping my hands to myself, is what you really want me to say right?"

My hands get sweaty because I'm pissed my wife made me come to this dumb ass shit.. I itched to slap the taste out of her mouth but I knew our therapist would have my black ass shipped off to jail so I kept my temper and composer in check..,.

See my name is DeVante Marcellus Degrate Jr and I am my father's son...

See we look alike in everyway!

I've been married for three years now and for some reason my wife ain't understand my ways.. See I followed my father's footsteps just on how he treated my mother..

My mother's name is Jory and my father loved her more then life itself.

He spoiled her rotten and gave her the world but what she do after my sister Temple graduated high school, my mom divorced my father and I saw how it deavasted him..

She even got a restraining order on him and I watched him break down day after day...

I never wanted to be like that because I saw the life leave my father, he still went out but he stayed drinking and wore sun glasses at night and it scared me..

So when Timidty came into my life I vowed never to let her go and I wanted her to know that she had to listen to me and what I said was THE LAW..

As I sit not really listening to the woman talk about mine and Timidity business, I sit and stare at Timidity because I'd be damned if she leave me after we said we'd be together forever, shit we made vows!!!!

I understood what my father meant when he said, when you fall for the right one you keep her forever....

I intended on keeping that promise...

I couldn't help the way I felt about her and also her body and head game drove me wild..

I catch myself smiling as I stare at her and thats when I realize Timidty and the therapist are staring at me and I roll my eyes...

"Look, I love my wife and nothing is going to change shit, look she signed the papers and that's final, you can't leave, like my father did my mother is the same way it's going to be, when your done crying and shit, I'll be in the car waiting for you."

I walk off and don't say shit else to neither of them because i have said my final say so!!!!!

Timidity Degrate was my wife and I was determined to get her to understand my methods..

See my father failed because he ain't keep my mom in line because she always called my grandmother but me I was different and if Timidity ain't want to listen................

My thoughts are interrupted because my phone rings..

"Hello!?"

"Hey son, how was therapy?"

"Hey dad, sucked ass and I walked out, I'm waiting for Timidty to bring her ass out here now."

My dad chuckles before speaking..

"You can keep your wife in check but not in public boy, didn't I teach you better?"

"She doesn't listen fast enough."

I watch my wife walk out the building slowly to my car and I rush off the phone...

When she climbs in and closes her door , I grab her face and bring her close to me..

"We ain't going back there ever again, you fuckin hear me, I don't give a fuck what you gotta do but we done going here okay?"

"Y-yyyes." She stutters as she stares into my eyes..

I shove her back and she slips her seat belt on..

"I'm sorry baby, you make me like this because you don't listen to me."

I rub her face and start the car up and when I look up I see the therapist standing in front of the car..

I pull off smirking at her the whole time.

When we arrive home, she slips off into the room and I already know what's up..

See like my father there are rules in my house..

One absolutely NO clothes are allowed..

I slip into my bedroom real smooth like..

Timidity is ass naked with her ass in the air for me, her one and only big daddy!!!

My woman was beautiful and I praised every part of her body, My Nubian queen..

Mmmmmmm......

I slap her ass a little bit before sticking two fingers inside her.....

"How much you love me baby?"

Rule two..

I'm the only dick in this house!

She knows not to speak and I love how I'm in command....

My father was a through bred in his time and I respected that but I secretly hated my mother because she left my father...

You see they had a big fight, and I will never forget my father begging and crying for my mother not to leave him as she packed her bags up..

Yes he used to whip her ass but in my mind she shouldve forgave him and took him back..What other nigga was gonna replace my father??

To this day, she won't even let me come in because she says I favor him to much...

I do actually...

From the feet to the hazel eyes, I was Devante Jr in attitude and everything.. I am my father's son... There was nothing wrong with that in my eyes and I was determined to follow in my father footsteps..Like I said I am THE LAW...

"Lay back."

I sit on the bed as Timidity lays in the bed...

"Play with it for me."

When she spreads her legs. I see heaven and I know that I can't let her ever leave me not let another man mess with her.......

"Please fuck me."

She whispers to me as I stare at her beg me for it...

"Tell me how much you love me!"

"With all my heart daddy."

"Call me BIG SWING baby (😅)."

I strip down myself and position myself about to beat some pussy up when her phone rings....

"Who calling you?"

I ask my dick getting soft as she kind a jumps up..

"It might be the therapist baby."

I grab her phone and see she had a missed call but her phone is locked..

"Fuck up with your shit?"

She stares at me looking scared and I know she hiding something.....

"Well since we playing games, I want you to know I'm about to fuck you up till I get answers...........