well today I've received good news and bad news.
my boyfriend Zayn is pregnant with triplets two boys and one girl, which I'm ecstatic about because I always wanted to be a father. I already love them all so much and I feel very overprotective of then which is quite weird since they aren't even born yet but eh I don't care because I love my two precious prince's and my little beautiful princess and as well my beautiful king Zayn ♡
bad news....my king as cancer and it hurts..it hurts and I keep thinking so many things that I don't want to think about. it hurts and I feel myself crashing down by thinking that I might lose you and not have you with me anymore..I can't bare the thought of losing you or not having you by my side..it's slowly breaking me into a million of pieces..my heart is hurting, I have a massive headache and I'm trying to put on a smile for you and harry. Harry doesn't want me upset and I understand but I can't smile it just hurts...
I don't know what I'll do without you, Zen.
I don't and can't ever lose you. hopefully everything goes good and the cancer goes away.
I love you, My Zaynie♡
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