This day has also been one of the worse days of my life. I'm such a fucking idiot. Honestly I am. I'm the bad guy now and no one would care if I left or not.
Harry, you're amazing and perfect. I'm sorry for everything. You are and always will be my first love but I'm glad you're with Niall again because now you are happy and don't have to worry about me.
Zayn, I met you and I fell in love instantly. I'm sorry for hurting you and telling you all those lies. I don't deserve you, you deserve someone much better than me. I'm such a worthless pig. Honestly I've been called worse but I don't mind. I honestly do truly love you and you mean so much to me. I'm sorry for everything.
I am a complete dumbass.
Worthless
Pig
Idiot
Man whore
And I'm so much more..
I though my life would be better now since I've changed but it's not. It got worse.
I'm sorry to the ones I hurt but I do think I should leave
