I honestly really don't know anymore because I feel as my world is beginning to crash down. I honestly don't know what to do anymore. All my thoughts are getting me down as I try to be happy for the ones I love but in all honesty I can't do it anymore. I feel as at times I don't belong here and I can't bare the thought of anyone talking things to me that make me feel worse than I already do. I am thinking of leaving for quite a while because in all honesty I can't and don't want to stay here any longer. I'm sorry if I'm not good enough at all, I'm sorry that I don't make the ones I love happy.
Harry, you were and forever will always be by true love but I honestly can't do this anymore. I love you so much and I just...I don't know..you're just very perfect. I love you dearly.
Zayn, you're amazing and I love you a lot, I hate that I'm hurting you and I can't bare the thought of you being upset over me because that's how I think. Your daughter seems...eh I don't know,, okay but I don't know.. I'm sorry that we hardly talk or anything, I'm sorry that I'm hurting you.
Zayn {my fiancé} you truly are amazing and truly are perfect, you are one of a kind and I love you deeply, im sorry for the past, im sorry for everything, im just a nobody. all my life I thought I would become something great but in all honesty I have but just a bit. I love you so much and our little angels. You four mean the entire world to me but at times I feel like you don't love me at all or at times I feel that out love fades away. As I see you talking to Niall and harry it hurts, yes. I at times think you do have true feelings for them both.. at times I feel that you would cheat on me with them but I guess that's what I deserve since I have cheated on the past yanno with harry and we weren't together... I'm sorry I don't know what to do I'm just very upset.
I'm sorry...
-Liam
