Unable to leave you (Nagisa x reader)

Part 9

"Nagisa" I said hoping my voice would get his attention. Just as I called his name he retracted from killing Maehara. "What is it (y/n)?" He asked. "Why did you kill Kayano, Karma, and Itona" I asked him. "The reason I killed Kayano is because she'll only just get in the way. You already know why I killed Karma. And I killed Itona because you hugged him" Nagisa said. "Then you should've killed me too since I'm the one who hugged Itona" I said in a calm voice. Nagisa looked at me from a moment, his eyes widened. "I-I-I can't" Nagisa said. "Why not?" I asked taking a step closer to Nagisa. "B-because" Nagisa said as he started to lower his head. "Because?" I said as I walked in front of Nagisa. "I can't tell you" Nagisa said. "Nagisa it feels as though me being around you gives you a lot of stress and that might cause your killing spree. Maybe if I just died you'll be okay and happy once again" I said as I slowly grabbing Nagisa's hand that has the knife he's holding almost touching my throat. "See? All you have to do is slice me" I said to him with tears coming down my face and a smile.