Despair

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I grew up thinking I had the world beneath me. I had loving parents and an amazing best friend who would do anything to protect me. However things change and people change. I don't really know what happened to Carter that caused him to behave in such a manner. I just wished he told me why he is the way he is now. We used to be so close. We tell each other our deepest secrets but just like every other regular friendship we drifted apart. I am not sure myself what is the cause but as of now all I know is deep down I hate Carter. Too harsh? Well, he did rob my virginity. It was never his. I guess I deserve to hate him. But... who am I lying to? We all know how much I adore and love this kid.
I think he is bipolar. I am not sure if he is diagnosed with it but from my experience it is safe to say he is not able to really control his emotions. One minute he is the sensitve guy and next he is just brutal and violent.

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⏰ Last updated: Nov 13, 2017 ⏰

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